KARMA

2011-04-19T02:36:00.002+08:00

Yuhuuuuu~
Ok, blog dead nak mampus. Tak lame lagi aku plak yg mampus. HAHA.
Oh yeah, previous post i mention that im attached. That was last month and now im single. Fucktard. And oh im not upset for the break up cause i know it'll eventually happen so yeah.
Haha, recently went to wdld waterfront and i had so much fun. Otak da blank malas nak pk so i'll update soon. No, wait actually theres a lot of things i wanna share cume malas je. Hehe. Ah, blogskin cm cb, sakit sia mata tngok. Will change it soon. Byeeeee^^,
Imissmybestfriends<3

2011-03-07T00:50:00.002+08:00

Yuhuuuuuuuuuuuu~
Ok finally, i update this dead blog of mine. HAHA. Too lazy to update.
So lately ive been through a lot of problems.
Forget about it, everything ended and im QUITE happy with my life now.
Just that im leading a damn fcuking boring life. No school, no work.
Rot at home all day long is my daily routine. What a life.
AND YEAHHH, IM ATTACHED<3
Weeeeeeeeeeee~ Boyfriend irritating nak mampus.
I miss him;( And oh imissrsjmoreplease.
Yesterday went to Wdls Waterfront with Suzi and Ayie<3
Had a great time with them.
Im lazt to type, im gonna blog when i feel like blogging. Wanna update private blog.
Bye.

Dear someone, thanks for hurting me. Theres so many things i wanna say to you.
But i dont think you'll read this, just so you know, i hate you.

2010-10-05T17:19:00.004+08:00

My birthday was awesomeeeeeeeeeeee. Went out w Ahdee and spent time w him.
Its been months since i last meet him. Rindu sangat sangat.
He gave me a mickey mouse bear and a card. I bring my mickey everywhere i go but not in the toilet luh. Dont be so silly. Hee. Oh yeaa, now im not in a relationship and i dont care anymore. People who thinks that imma heartbreaker, just say it straight to my face. Say whatever you guys wanna say cause i dont give a damn. Mulut orang kite tak bley tutop. Btol taak? Hmm. I want to find another joooob. Boring sia, work only fri, sat and sun. Bye.
ImissRSJ.

2010-09-29T14:20:00.003+08:00

Its been weeks since i last update. Hmm. Too many problems occured. I dont wish to elaborate anything here but seriously, i hate it. FUCK YOOOOOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU! yes you.
Haha. I fcuking hate my life now. What i know, im gonna spent my time working. Urgh, i miss RSJ. Im going to meet them later on , and im excited. Huhuh. I dont feel like blogging anymore. I will only update my private blog, just for me to read it. okay bye sweethearts/ fuckers (:

2010-09-05T16:48:00.004+08:00

Heh, hello. Its been weeks since i last update. Nothing much happened.
My life is totally fuck-ed up. Fuck 2010, i hate this year effing much. It sucks to the maaaaaaaaaaaaaaax! Haiy. Basically, been slacking with boyf, cousins and their friends. Boyf aku bibir nigger sia. Guess he's sleeping right now. Cb, bngon laaaaaaaaaaah! Heh. I miss RSJ and i miss someone too. Rindu sangatsangaaaat! Haish. I've ran out of words, okay bye (:

2010-08-22T09:16:00.004+08:00

Met ♥ on friday, spent the whole night with him and the others. I likeeeee~
Awesome. I love my Friday night. Slack with him till 10 am. I thought he went off home but instead he had his breakfast at KFC and slept there. HAHA. Such an ass. Buat malu je, dah lah tak puase lagi ley tdo pat situ. XD Around 6 pm he called and asked me to meet him pat bawa blk. Baru bngon tdo kene turon. Belum mandi pulak tuh. Nvm. ♥ pon blom mandi jugak. Haha. Een irrits nak mampus sia. Nb, kacau aku je tuh anak tarzan. Saturday which is yesterday, jmpe my dad and had our dinner pat KFC. Afterwhich, buy food for mum and the rest and slack with Apit, Yul and Zul for awhile. Less than one hour je. Haa, Yul prangai cb. Ish. Kacau orang number satu sia. Apit nan Yul kasi aku name baru. Ass, both of them deserve my pinches. HAHAH. I cant fast due to some relevant reasons. Hmm. Ok bye.
I ♥ boyfriend, mwah.

2010-08-19T00:36:00.004+08:00

As usual, sch was boring. Had Physics, Biology and History paper yesterday. I did only the MCQ part for both Physics and Biology paper.While history, i didnt concentrate while doing it as i felt very sleepy and restless. Ok, im so gonna fail. I tried to remember all those notes that i've read through, but i cant even remember a single thing. Hais. After sch, talk to Chabby about something. I know she's sad. I cant say anything cause im not in her situation. Hmmm. Thought of slacking at 220 but Fyan cant make it. Hais, poor thing he's not feeling well. GET WELL SOON alright? Jgn lupe mkn ubat (: Oh ya, text-ed Ayie cause he's been MIA for quite sometime. I miss him. Even now when we happens to see each other outside, we both tend to mute. Awkward. Maybe? Well, i will make sure that i'm free on 4th September. Going to Bazaar Geylang with him and Harrie. Heh. Math Paper 2 today, im pretty sure that im gonna sleep during the examination. Tsk. I miss boyfriend. Bye.

Saye syg boyfriend saye. hee.

2010-08-18T00:41:00.008+08:00

Met ♥ and Een yesterday. I like! Hee. Wanie and me were late so they have to wait for us. I try not to be myself by keeping my mouth shut. I did but less than 1 hour, i start talking and be myself. ♥ were different . He's like kurang kasih sayang gituhXD He did stupid stuffs and act-ed cute at the same time. Erghh, menyampah but cute taaaaaaau! Hee. Something happened shall not elaborate here. It waste our time, serious. LOL. Boyfriend saye bodohhhhhh! Hee. Lain kali, dtg kampung org buat hal sendiri luh. Bleaah, tak sangke mak saye sayang ♥. Sanggup turun lagi. Heh. Im going to school later on. Saye sayang Mama. Saye sayang ♥. Saye sayang Chabby. Saye sayang Fyan. Saye sayang RSJ. Mwaahmwaah~

Life is like a Roller Coaster ride.

2010-08-15T07:59:00.006+08:00

I dont know how to express my feeling right now. Hais.

Oh wait, why is it hard to change? I've tried again and again but still, i failed.
I wonder why my attitude sucks. Yeah, blame it on me cause i know im the one is always at fault. Im sorry for the harsh words that i've said to you. Im sorry cause i didnt treat you right. Im sorry for the hurt that i've caused you. I may not be the best, but im trying to though. I miss Chacha. I miss Fyan. I miss the old RSJ. I miss my Bbyjang. I miss the old Aim.
Jiwe gerek went MIA? Its been months, obviously you've forgotten me.
Bye.

2010-08-13T02:12:00.003+08:00

Sunday ; Went all the way to Tamp for an job interview. Thanks to Bo cause he accompanied me.
Sampai sekarang tak receive any call from them. Kate je nak call. -_____-. Ass.
Monday ; Kua nan kawan kawan baru. Seriously plan cock-ed up. Nak kua nan RSJ tapi end up kua nan orang lain.
My mistake uh, taktau nak manage time. Tsk, Sorry guys ;(.
Spent time w th guys and i can say its quite fun. Hah, mcm biase kasi dorg melatah. Cute uh tngok org melatah. Walk here and there. Tak balik nan dorg cause i meet ♥, then lepak jap went off to Marina Barrage. Heh. ♥ nye kwn anta kte pat Marsiling cause he thought kte tdo sane. Grr.
Padahal my cousin sleepover at my house sey. Meet ♥ and Een at Woodlands Mrt then headed home. I had fun eventhough unexpected things happened.
Tuesday ; Meet ♥.
Wednesday ; Went to Woodlands Bazaar with cousins and ♥. Jmpe jap after that he meet his mum. Mlm meet ♥ again slack till 3 am. ♥ have to walk home w Een cause dorg kene tinggal nan his friends.
Thursday ; Rot at home.
I'll upload 9 august pics at Fb(:
Kaybye sweethearts/fcukers (:

Stupid apek, stupid post.

2010-08-06T20:43:00.013+08:00

Yesterday was awesomeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~
Haa, wtf. Slack with Hyrul and his friends.
I can say we ton-ed together but its like two different group slacking.
Get it? Kecoh uh dorg, satu satu laki melatah.
Bleaah, i've got a new name ; Iera Singa. Thanks to hyrul and apit.
Baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaik korg, aku tau luh rambut aku cm singa lapar -____-
DAMN! SIAL!
Dah type penat penat then half of my post suddenly gone.
Tsk! Seriously malas nak retype everything back. Chibobey betol uh.

APEK ANAK HARAM SUNDAL !
GATAL NAK MAMPOS, MAMPOS TANAK!

<3 bingit when i told him about this stupid apek. I know you care. I know you love me.
Haha, Ass. Im going to slack with Hyrul later on, MAYBE jek uh. Fyan paitao! Kate nak turun! Tsk. Rabak uh rabak. And oh, ILOVEMYBOYFRIENDMANYMANY!
ISAYANGYOU! Hee. Shall end here. Bye sweethearts/fcukers.

2010-08-04T02:19:00.006+08:00

Heyyy.
Look, its 2.19 am and yet im still here blogging. Im fcuking bored cause Misteri Jam 12 just ended. Haiyaa.Fyan layankan karenah saye when im hyper. Uh, my bestf mah. Mesti mau layan aku pey merepek. Hees. Saye hyper ade sebab. Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~Happy sangatsangat! Fyan, kau tau asl aku hyper right? Thanks by the way (: Hmm, saye cm tak caye gituh saye dah berpunya skrang. Yknow, after 6 months being single. Heh. Ah, whatever. My lil bro saw Jasman slacking w his friend. Dorg tego each other. Bile my lil bro sampai ruma he told me that he saw my ex and blahblahblah. Tibatiba si jasman ni miss call me. And he text-ed me too. Ajak lepak jap but i say im lazy to slack. Heh. Gi luh mams, skrang dah berpunya ni, tanak contact nan org lain. So Jasman, if you happens to read this post then surely you phm kan? Not being arrogant but nanti ade je org jealous. Sape susa? Saye jugak yg susah tau. And, i wont text you later on, sorry yeah! Hehe. Saye lapaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! Saye boreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed! Sume dah tdo. Wanie pon dah tdo, bodoh nye budak. Lau otp nan een kan bagos, atleast aku tak sorang! Asshole! Nasib wanie ni dah bangon but she fcuking have a fcuking problem with een. Aku nak tengok dorg together but wanie you know what, your attitude sucks. Ey, grow up and please think maturely. Kau bley pk sendri uh but unless you have fucking dumb brain then idk what to say. Remember this, once you play around with ones heart, you'll get the same thing in return. It's karma. This is life, law tak suke terus terang. Jangan buat dye cm ape. Aku tanak masok campo but seriously prangai kau sendri buat org menyampah nan kau uh. Haiyoo, text Sayang aku pon dye reply cm tooot! Tsk.

prangaiadikadik.tautanakcontactgigatalkasinumbuatpeinthefirsplace.bodoh!otakkatjuboagknye!

040810; Love yaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, mwaaaah! ^^
byebyecibaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaai!

2010-08-02T23:44:00.003+08:00

Sch sucks today. Had to stay in the detention room for the whole day.
Ass, first time late but psl rambut kene stay pat tuh class.
Grrrrrrrrr! Spent my time doing NOTHING, and i only sketch throughout the day.
Best pe? Hmmm. Seriously it sucks ok.
Skip, went home late cause stay in sch library to accompany Chabby.
I love it when we're heading to the bus stop when i was like in a hyper mood.
Kecoh and its awesome. Its between me, Ky and Chabby.
Hidung MJ. HAHA! On my way home, otp with dearest M. Heh.
Saw fyan at Marsiling and salam-ed him.
Slack, blahblahblah ....
Out of a sudden, M call me and ask me to come down.
Tepranjat berok jap aku. Paiseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeey nye jmpe M pkai Uniform skolah.
Uh, whatever. Didnt talk much though but at least, hilang sikit rase rindu tuh. Hah.
Wtf, bye. Malas nak type panjangpanjang.

p/s; get well soon cinerep (:

2010-07-30T18:40:00.007+08:00

ChaBaby<3

Minahrep, Matrep, Cinerep.
HAHA.
Okay, im boreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed!
As usual, sch was boring.
Skip all lessons, except for MT as we had listening comprehension.
Spent most of the time in the art room doing NOTHING.
I decided to drop from art as i wont have the time to complete the work in time.
Which means that i wouldnt have to meet ms hana this weekends.
My previous post, tak gune langsung. Semangat 2 minit je.
Tsk. Dah luh, i have to start concentrating in other subjects. Tapi depends luh.
Someone change a lot.
Haish. IM SPEECHLESS.
Idk what else to say.
You've already forgotten the promise we made.
You're not being yourself. You know it yourself.
Takpe, aku sedar luh aku ni sape.
Tak penting pon dalam hidup kau.
It's okay. Im fed up with my life. SERIOUSLY.
I hate this feeling right now.
Im down, Im sad.
And its all because of you. Thanks to you uh.
Uh, i guess i wont be going to that doa selamat thingy& the birthday celebration.
Thought of going but somehow someone just made me change my mind.
Takpe uh eh, continue this way.
Aku taktau nak ckp ape lagi.
Bile aku dah nk start spent time nan korg, kau buat aku camni.
Ok, let it be.
Kite tngok smpai bile kau act this way.
Lepas satu problem solved, satu problem muncul.
SIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAL ahhh!!

2010-07-29T17:25:00.003+08:00

yuhuuuuuu :D

So yea, i went to sch yesterday and i felt so restless.
Cause i didnt sleep the whole day and during the night, on the phone with wanie's sayang.
Haha, not blaming him though.
And oh, i cried in sch yesterday. Embarrassing.
And another thing which sadden me up is when my art teachers were deciding whether i could do my art or just drop that subject as i wont have enough time complete.
After discussing that matter among themselves, they call me in and asked a few questions.
Again, i cried. Gembeng pe aku? Hahaha :D
Hmmmm, they gave me a chance and i should really work on my art.
Time to be serious, but then i didnt go to sch today.
OK i know, prangai tak gi skola when teachers had already trust me.
But im so tired that i couldnt wake up.
Someone irritate me and spoilt my mood yesterday and i ignored him.
Amek kaau! Haha. Takpe, kite dah ok dah.
Nanti i buat lagi baru tau. Hee.
Bleaaaah, im gonna do some art work later on.
I love (insertname) !!! I know he love me too.
HAHAHAHA.
Merepek pe aku? Hee.
Dah bye semua.

2010-07-27T23:06:00.003+08:00

HeyHelloooooooooooooooo(:
Okay, its been a long time since i left this blog of mine DEAD.
Hmm, so while i went missing in action for the past few weeks, i've gone through a hard life.
I repeat, HARD LIFE.
Shall not elaborate anything. Let me just keep it as confidential.
Only few people knows about this.
Ahh, few days back Fyan, Cha, Darren and Ky came over to my place to slack.
As usual, we'll always talk crap when we meet.
Especially Chabby and Ky. OTAK YELLOW betol!
Fyan and darren mute most of the time.
Hmm. I guess i know why fyan tend to be quiet.
Aha, MATREP!
I didnt mean a single thing when i called him 'matrep'. Im just joking anyway.
You know it yourself right fyan?
ANDDD, fyi eh fyan.
IM NOT JEALOUS AT ALL okay? Eeee, takde mase i. HAHAHAHA!
And oh, im so sorry cause i didnt slack at Bukit today eventhough you think that today will be your last. Im pretty sure that today wont be the last.
Dont think negatively. Banyak berdoa aites?
If today happens to be your last then i just wanna say i'm gonna miss you.
Jaga diri baikbaik tau , bestfriend.
Aku sayaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaang kau.
Haish, im not sure you'll read this post. Hopefully you do.
Im going to sch tomorrow. Who say i wont?
Aku tau ramai confirm tak caye cause aku slalu paitao.
Takpe, kita tengok sendiri eh eh eh?
Heh. AKU RINDU RSJ! Rindu sangatsangat!
Entah bile agaknye aku turun eh? Heh.
Soooooon uh.
I'll update soon, bye for now(:

Miuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuun<3
Hehe.

A I M

2010-06-30T21:47:00.006+08:00

Off my phone since yesterday and i guess i wont receive any text message,
cause confirm takde org contact aku. Hee.
Ade hp ke takde , same je.
SO, watched spain vs portugal early in the morning w family.
Then si yuyul baby nik gatal tau. Die ckp David Villa nan Torres handsome.
Die cm pmpan gile so, i say ' yul tuka name kau uh jadi, yuyul villa.'
Huaaak~ Then i say Rey Mysterio tetap menjadi pujaan hatiku. Hehe.
Hmmm, im sorry cause im not there when you needed someone to be by your side.
Im not a good friend and im really sorry. Tsk.
Be strong alright? Aku dah bace blog kau and seriously im sorry.
People change for a reason but for me, i dont really know why i change.
Im not the old iera, and i just wanna be the old one.
Its hard to be the old me. Haish.

Above is obviously my sayang, Rey Mysterio.
HAHAHAH.
Perasan siak iera.
Daah bye (:

2010-06-29T21:21:00.002+08:00

Hmmmmmm.
Had fun with Kak Fiza and Yuyul Babi yesterday.
Haha, dalam train eh. Aku blang sume orang baru tau.
Atleast okay, dari kak fiza.
HAHAHAHAH. Rabak~
Skip, so ade hamba allah ni kan musuk siak.
Hati pun busuk.
Talam due muke. Ishhh, prangai meh sia.
Haiya. Taktau luh nk ckp ape.
Takpe, mulut tuh ceritekan jek. Jgn smpai org bukak mulut baru kau mati kutu.
HAHA, Keep up the good work.
Takpe, mak aku diam2 org besa kpale.
KORG TUNGGU JEK!
Ade pegi, ade balik kay.
Patut musuk!!!!!!!!
NBCB.
And to guest pat blog Eirah Goondu, kau prangai jgn mcm sial musibat.
Nak step wanie jek. Prangai cm sial sak.
Klau betol tuh guest , adik aku wanie.
NAME MAK BPK WANIE sape pundek?
HAHA. Dah bye.
Satusatu prangai cm sial.

2010-06-28T04:23:00.004+08:00

Cute face, Sweet Smile.
Hehe.
Aku sukeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

HAHA.
Marina Barrage.
I can still remember the date we went out together.
120909 and we met each other around 8pm, Yishun Mrt.
Full detail ak? Hee.
Memories<3

MBPS!

2010-06-27T07:08:00.004+08:00

I GUESS SOMEONE THINKS THAT I'M A NEWBORN BABY THAT DON'T KNOW ANYTHING.

Too bad, you're wrong. I'm not a newborn baby and i know what's running through your mind. You think i'm stupid huh? You made me laugh, honey.
@#$%*@$*$#!

Its 7:18 am and im still awake. WTF. Maybe it's because i drink Coffee too much.
Some of you might be wondering what i've been doing till now.
I chatted with Munn and Jasman.
And bleah, shall not elaborate more.
This few days, i get easily irritated and it seems like i cant control my anger.
Some irritate me while some pissed me off with their fcuking attitude.
Perangai sia. Seriously, i cant tolerate those shits manzxszxs! Tsk.
Umur lebih tua dari aku tapi perangai ................!
Geram uh geram. Hmmmm.
(Bila you tak buat kerja, you buat apa? Eh you, give me the answer lah -____-.
I taknak jawab soalan tuh. You jawab sendiri lah okay? HA HA.)*
Ignore the bold part.
Nari ade jemputan and i dont feel like going.
But im pretty sure that mum will force me to go.
Pfft. Boringgggggg nye!
Before i end this post i'd like to wish Darren a
HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY(:
Dah, bye.

BABIBABIBABI!

2010-06-26T19:59:00.003+08:00

I MISS SOMEONE.
I MISS CHA.
I MISS AHDEE.
I MISS RSJ.

Towhomitmayconcern*.
I didnt know that you're such an ass.
And you, i didnt know that you have a fcuking mouth.
Haha, tuh pon nk smpaikan eh?
Takpe, bobal banyak2, smpaikan bynk2.
Yang dosa pon korg, bukan aku. Heh.
HAHA. Mulut kpo eh awk?
*siapa makan cili dia yang terasa pedas XD

2010-06-24T17:18:00.003+08:00

Yuhuuuuuu~
Yesterday went to Wild Wild Wet with Syiqin, Dilla, Nisaa and Cha.
Had a blast. Dapat kawan baru lagi. Heh.
Eventhough we didnt talk much, we had fun though.
I like the part when we're swimming at Shiok River.
Sume kecoh, i likeeeeeee~
Like finally, jumpe si syiqin mulut becok tuh.
I know she miss me and my ......... :D
Nga swim, we chat with a lifeguard, indian guy.
Die friendly tau. Kitorang gurau mcm dah kenal lame je.
Me: eh, she ask what's your name (pointing to cha)
Him: H-A-N-D
Us: Huh? Repeat.
Him: H-A-N-D-S-O-M
Us: Repeat again*blur face*
Him: HANDSOME LUH -___-
Kite da ktawe rabakrabak.
Eee, prasan sia. Step mane pey handsome jek but atleast die friendly.
Tak mcm lifeguard yg lain. Muke ~ =.=
Continue swimming then ade part tuh die shoot air pat kite. Siak tol.
6.30 kite siapsiap nak balik.
Before going home, we had our dinner pat Tamp.
Haha, nak carik tempat mkn pey susah.
Ni uh syiqin! Hee. Laki pat sane kebanyakan gatal siak.
Kan korg? Ngah jln tibetibe ade laki ckp smth.
That guy: Eh sha!
Us: *Blur face*
Pk die panggil cha skali tak.
Us: Sape ni?
Me: die carik sape?
That guy: Kau lah, *pointing to me* Jgn step tak kenal aku luh.
Lost skejap, tngok muke die tak kenal sia.
Us: Tak kenal uh , and walk off.
That guy: Tak kenal bley jadi kwn pe.
Kite buat bodoh jek.
Waaaah, cm phm je dorg.
Then lepas makan kite leklek jap and took pics.
And yknow what? kite nmpk laki tu lagi.
That guy: Eh shaa!
Us: Eh ironman!
Syiqin's idea uh ni. Merepek~
Dtg pat kite then asked us a few questions.
Cha: Eh jalan uh, balik.
Kite gerak, buat bodoh nan dorg lagi.
Dilla tggl pat Tamp so she walked home.
They followed dilla and keep on asking for her number. Gatal siak.
Took bus 969 to Woodland Interchange.
Went to Marsiling meet my parents and went off to Woodland Waterfront.
Wasted, aku taktau RSJ ade pat sane.
If not, aku tanak balek siang siak.
Tsk. Hmmmm. Dah bye.

2010-06-22T14:48:00.004+08:00

Assalammualaikum.

Heh. Thought of going to Woodland Waterfront with RSJ but end up, i didnt tag along.

Why? Cause im at Kallang and im vvv lazy to go out cause kallang and woodland quite far.

I miss RSJ siaaa ):

Blogger is such an ass today, i cant upload pics siaaak -____-

Suppose to meet yuwie today but we cancel cause she got something on. Hmm.

It seems like imma changed person.

Recently when i faced a problem, i didnt share it to a friend.

Not even my bestfriend.

I try to keep it me myself.

Bleah, i miss that someone.

He's always on my mind but i know, its worthless thinking about him.

Some ppl might be wondering who's that someone.

Well, i shall just keep it as a secret.

Cume cha je tau sape.

Currently chatting with Fiq pat Facebook.

Haha.

Syiqin just called, dye ajak p WildWildWet tmr cause ade free tickets.

Maybe im going. Tngok lah cmne, aku kan asek paitao org jek.

Prangaai~ hee.

Nak cari blogskin ntok yuyul plak.

Shall end now, i'll update soon. Bye(:

2010-06-20T01:28:00.004+08:00

Irritating Babes^^ Haha.

Hmm, im leading a boring life and obviously i HATE it.
Did nth much today.
Just came back from JB so decided to update my bloggy cause im effing bored.
Online MSN and none of them chat with me.
Apiz ajak gi Escape but i cant tag along cause i went to JB. Siak!
Hm. Seriously i dont know whats wrong with me lately.
Its like im not being myself.
I didnt reply to a friend text message and idk why i act this way.
Andd, out of a sudden, i miss someone that obviously had forgotten about me.
Pfft. I shouldnt waste my time thinking about (insertname) all day long when im not even a thought in his mind. Tsk.
And fyan, we may be far and not close as we used to be.
Just so you know that i'll always be right here for you.
If there's anything that you wanna share, text me okay?
Maybe im going to Ben&jerry's Icecream outlet at Zoo for job interview.
Haiya, takut takley dpt jek psl time brenti keje that time tak anta baju keje and some stuff.
But i really wanna work cause i need $$$$.
No money, No Talk.
Okay crap. Hah. But without $$, so boring sia.
Nak keluar pon tak boleh. Sad.

2010-06-17T19:07:00.002+08:00

Heyhihello(:

Ive been enjoying so much fun for the past few days. Heh.
On tuesday, went to Escape with Tnet Sembawang .
Happy moments with them <3
Had such a greaaat time, man. Nak pegi lagi!
Hee. Kecohrable sia.
And to Azman, sorry cause accidentally scratch your arm and neck. Sorry hor.
Viking and go cart , sumpaaah i likeee (:
After that, went to Sembawang and slack with Sri. Yay!
Walaupon tak banyak bobal with her, im still happy though (:
Wanna know why? Cause mysha was there there too.
Argh! that cute lil baby. Geraaam saye tngok! hee.
Sadly, tak dapat amek gamba with both Sri and Mysha. Tsk, Nvm.
After slacking, balik lah. Ape lagi?
Wednesday, rot at home until 8pm then went off to yishun to meet cha.
Reach Yishun have to wait for her. Lambat sia -______-
Stupid fatso!
Slackslack at 222, just the two of us.
Accompany cha cause something happened to someone. Heh.
Pergi MacDonald pastuh dudukduduk pat lua starbucks sane.
Habis tuh, ade orang approach kite.
Ehemehem. Cha's so called friend, Fad.
Ajak kite, duduk nan his friends.
So chill, and seriously Fad is a bad influence man.
HAHA. And the way he talk to cha, sarcastic habis.
He even called us a loser just because both of us single.
Like WTH kan?
12.40am, went to interchange took bus, balik rumah cha.
Masuk bilik then cha bukak cite Upin & Ipin.
Daah tngok nye, boring~
Pastuh, tngok cite hindustan.
Law tak sala the title is ' Chori Chori Chupke Chupke' HAHA.
Besssssst, ton pat umah cha.
Fell asleep at 9am and wake up around 1.30pm.
Siapsiap then balik rumah.

Err, Fiq sorry tak datang pit kau.
I wanted to go but haiya, tahlaah. Sorry ye kachang?

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
Suddenly i miss (insertname). Idk why sia.
How i wish i could see you again even if its only for few hours or few minutes.
I dont care as long as i could see your face and talk to you.
I'd tell you how much i miss you since the last day we met. Haish.

Itulah luahan hatiku ini. Bahaa :D
Cut the crap but wait, im serious about missing that someone. Haish.
I wont upload pictures here, instead i'll upload it on Facebook.
Pergi tngok sendiri.
Okay, dah ran out of words.
Soooo, byebye (:

Happy Birthdaaaay !

2010-06-13T13:48:00.011+08:00

Happy 16th Birthday!

Syafiq Suwandi<3

And, Happy Advance Birthday,

Shahirah Samri<3

May you fulfill your desires and enjoy your day with your love once.
Sha, sorry cause i cant make it today.
Hmm, have fun with RSJ and have a blast (:

2010-06-12T21:55:00.003+08:00

Some people come into our lives and quickly go.
Some stay for awhile and leave footprints on our hearts cause we are never ever the same.

2010-06-10T02:04:00.002+08:00

RSJ? BYEBYE.
Takecare eh.
Korang kawan paling baik uh, GREAT!

2010-06-08T16:39:00.003+08:00

Haha, click to enlarge. Read it, Mcm siaaak! Haha.

Hey, Currently bloghopping and chatting with Brandon.
Haha, im glad that he's online cause at least someone chat with me.
If not, online tapi tak chat.
Kecoh sia chat with him.
We talk about those Sec 1 funny moments that we had.
When i think about it, its hilarious manzsxzsxz :D
Secondary sch life was greeaaaaat eh eh eh? Hee.
Look below, conversation we had few minutes ago and we're still chatting (:

*TuTti JuNiOR* says:
ohh,, ok
now i dono y juz thimk abt last time we sec 1 e time
hahahahaaha !
funny n nice memories

Ziera says:
hahahaha
kecoooh.
when i think about it, it just makes me laugh sia'

*TuTti JuNiOR* says:
hahahah !
ah2 sia
kecoh !
hah !
remember sec1
we must decorate our class
put newspaper all
remember ?

Ziera says:
ya luhh. haha

*TuTti JuNiOR* says:
thats when we become clse right
we do n talk at e same time
then we start to msg2
hee !

Ziera says:
hahaha
siaak

*TuTti JuNiOR* says:
but u cam remember abt aishah anot?
abt wat u tell me abt her that y ..
hmmm........

Ziera says:
haha. i still remember.
LOL
dont talk about it, im laughing like hell sia

*TuTti JuNiOR* says:
hahahahah !
but its really true abt e aishah uhh ?
i thought u lie to me

Ziera says:
yeaaap.
haha
you thought, then after that incident we didnt talk to each other

*TuTti JuNiOR* says:
yalarh !
cause u say u give way wat, bcause of her
so i thought u was using that as a reason laa
make me sort je !
haha !

Ziera says:
hahaha
siaak uh

*TuTti JuNiOR* says:
haha ! i sort je
so its really true uhh,, bcause of her then u give way..
??

Ziera says:
yeaaap (:

*TuTti JuNiOR* says:
but how she tell u actually sia ?

Ziera says:
i forget already luh. last time im guite close to her maah
haha

*TuTti JuNiOR* says:
aiyoo
then bcause of her after that we never talk for e whole sec1 sia
right ?
wasted sia our sec1 life

Ziera says:
haha, but we talk during sec 2 what? hmm

*TuTti JuNiOR* says:
then tibe2 i find out u stead wit ikri -.-

Ziera says:
eheyy, haha
remember smth? the 'be' thingy.
me , aqilah and you?
haha

*TuTti JuNiOR* says:
wait2
u making me excited
hahah ! wat be thing ?
be*

Ziera says:
mole.
haha

*TuTti JuNiOR* says:
hahahhaah !
sial uhh,, hahahaha !

Ziera says:
eh, you remmber uh?
haha

*TuTti JuNiOR* says:
hahahahaha !
but sec2 we same class uhh ??
i really cannot remember my sec2 life sia

Ziera says:
yaa, 2 tenacity.

*TuTti JuNiOR* says:
that time i always never go sch sia
haiss
wasted sia my sec2 life,, if i can go back e time ,, i confirm treasure sia our sec2 life
haiss

Ziera says:
aww, chill uh. but atleast we still have the sec 1 funny moments.
hahaha

*TuTti JuNiOR* says:
hmmm
yalarh but really wasted sia
i like miss my sec sch life
untill stay back !
sial laa !

Ziera says:
haha
you luh

*TuTti JuNiOR* says:
yalarh , wat to do
its e past...

Ziera says:
yeaaap.

*TuTti JuNiOR* says:
but abt our sec1 thig
really wasted sia
hah !

Ziera says:
haha.
siak

*TuTti JuNiOR* says:
for u not wasted meh ?
i think maybe i also wont get to stead wit fiqah also

Ziera says:
haha, idk luhh.
haha
but, you and fiqa okay what

*TuTti JuNiOR* says:
haha
ok tuu ok laa
hah !

Ziera says:
haha

*TuTti JuNiOR* says:
but that time really i sort uhh
i tell u right no need to care abt aishah right ?
hahahahahahahaha !

Ziera says:
haha.

haiyaa, that time she's close to me sia
what to do
haha

*TuTti JuNiOR* says:
u bodoh uhh that time
kalau tk dah ...........
hahahaha !

Ziera says:
haha
ehehy, yaluh. i bodoh what -__-

i realised that i say 'siak' too often. Ohmy, i better stop it kan?
Perempuan lau bobal kene sopan.
HAHA! Siak! Well, im waiting for mum to reach home.
Lapaaaaar~ Aiyaa, later going off to Woodlands Waterfront. Haiy.
Okay byee (:

2010-06-04T20:51:00.002+08:00

Old pic^^

I've been rotting at home since idk when.
Its been a week or more i didn't slack and i can say its effing bored staying at home,
without doing anything.
I didn't attend the extra class which is compulsory for the Sec 4's. Screw me up.
I'll be going for the class next week i guess? Few things happened to me for the pass few days.
Of course by the way i post, you guys would know I'm going through a hard life right now.
Which i wont elaborate in detail what exactly happened to me.
Its between my family and i. Chey. Ha ha.
Oh yeah,
Ahdee text-ed me, i replied but i say I'll text him back when I'm okay cause
when he text-ed me, i was really down.
Yet, i have not text him since Wednesday. Hoho.
And Aim called me yesterday and i say i was eating.
Actually, im just eating ICE. I know its weird but pandai2 korang pahamkan okay?
And again, i forgotten to text him. HAHA. Sorry aim.
I'm disappointed with myself cause till now i didn't apologize to my mum.
Err, i did smth wrong.
Even though we seems to be okay, I'm feeling guilty cause i didn't do what I'm suppose to do.
Idk why, but i find it hard to face her and say I'm sorry'.
I know mum is disappointed with me .
The reason why is because i did smth that really makes her sad. I regret my own action too.
But there is this mother-toot mouth who complain to mum.
If she didn't know, i wouldn't have hurt her feelings. Haiyaa.
Hmm, i wont fall in love again. I'm gonna hold onto my words now. For the sake of myself. Haha. I don't wanna trust guys anymore cause they don't really meant what they say.
(most of them but not all, though.) Mostly, they just know how to sweet talk girls, give us empty promises, and when we fall for them, they'll hurt us, the girls.
Wait wait, actually both gender is the same luh hor. Depends on diri masing2. Am i right? Teenagers nowadays, haiya. IDK what to say cause im also a teenager too right? HAHA.
IMISSCHACHA, idk whether she miss me too or not. Well, did she even care if i miss her?
Bleah, whatever luh. She's too busy with her dance prac and slacking. What more can i say?
I've moved on but yet the memories is haunting me. LOL.
Sweet memories are hard to be forgotten.

*akunakcepatcepatkahwincauseidontwanttostaywithmysiblings!
dorangIrrits!hahaha.

Hidupmacamsial,akupunmacamsial.Mamposlagibagos(:

2010-06-03T00:09:00.008+08:00

LIFE SUCKS.
Few people in my life sucks too.
What i know now is that i hate myself, my life and everything.
Haish.

2010-06-02T17:17:00.003+08:00

Its quite strange when one by one people who already MIA came back into my life.
Firstly Tika, my ex bestie.
Then Aim, someone who is quite close to me.
Now (insertname), someone whom i love.
Idk what else to say but im really happy. Serious.
Tmwr is Zul birthday since he wanted a full house RSJ,
I guess im going to meet RSJ. Hmmm.
Maybe i wanna private my blog. Hmm, still deciding.

I'm pissed off.
Wondering who? Someone and i wont mention anyone name here.
Shithead. I hate you, ass.
Prangai cm !@#$%&*#!@#
Well, hello cant you realize that you have a fcuking attitude?
I really cant take it anymore. You're too much.
Oh c'mon, you're still an adolescent so can you please act like one?
I'm speechless, man.
Perhaps i shouldn't bother talking to a stupid ass person like you.
You wont change cause you're an idiot.
Oh yea, sape yang makan cili die yg terasa pedas.

Haha. Byee~

2010-05-31T01:34:00.003+08:00

Im starting to be the old me whom often sleep late and i hate it.

My eyebags gonna be like a panda eyes again just like before. Haish. Hmm, search-ed for blogskins but none attracts my attention.

My itchyichty hand luh ni, asek nak tuka skin jek.

Tsk. Troublesome sia.

Currently online but all those who online boringboring jek. Haiyaya.

I wanna change my blogskinnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn! Soon uhh.

Idk whether i could go for the Kukup Trip thingy or not.

But i guess, i cant go cause no one inform me anything and they'll be going for the trip today.

Dah bye.

When boredom strikes.

2010-05-29T19:24:00.005+08:00

HelloTallShortFatSkinnyDarkFairPrettyHandsomeUglyCuteHumans(:

Bear with anything im gonna post cause its all lame.

Im effing bored so im gonna talk crap.

RSJ went to Sentosa today but i didnt tag along because blah3x..

Heh. Hmm, i remembered smth.

Its a conversation i had with Qiela, Nas and Cha when we're at Haqim's crib.

Me : Eh, kalau lah aku ni hilang ingatan kan best? Jadi tkya nak ingatingat kisah lame yang menyedihkan. Haha.

Qiela : Otaak kau! Lau kau hilang ingatan, ni cha pon kau tak kenal.

Nas : Tahh..

Cha : Haha. Kau jgn nk mepek uh ra.

Then semue ktawe.

(Wondering) Lau btolbtol tejadi kan best.

Somehow, i wish that i could be a baby and live my life as one.

Jadi, sume org nak dukung, makan minum pkaian sume org siapkan. Takya stress pk kan problems. Tkya buat pape. Just cry when im hungry or when i want susuu or when i poopooot. Kan bessttttttt? Hahaha.

But i know all those things wont happen. Obviously, like duuh~ -___-

Haa. Im judt saying jek luh cause tkde pape nak post kann.

Its not wrong if a friend fall for a friend? Haiyaa. Susah dtg ohhh. Serious talking, man. Haha.

Tanak ckp pape luh. Nanti ade jek org tersinggung so aku diamdiam pon cantek.

Hmm, Actually, ade bende i wanna say but i shall just seal it. Shhh.

Let me keep it as confidential. HAHA!

C-O-C-K siaa. LOL!

Usually my sis would say that c-o-c-k thingy.

Merepek kan? I knowww .

Akokeyrindodeyseseororey.

Paham tak? Tak kaaaan? Heh. Orgorg tertentu jek phm :D

Since dah tak contact nan someone tuh, i realised that aku dah tak se-irits(se-irritating) duluh.

Good for me then. Heh.

Pintu hatiku telah tertutup rapat. Which means that aku dah tak berminat nak cinta2 or syg2 org lagi. HAHAHA. Kay aku dah M.

Nak tau M tuh ape? Umm.

M tuh merepek mereban taik apek dlm jamban besok pagi ....

Lupe uh. Daluh, i've ran out of words to say.

And lebih baik aku berhenti sampai disini sahaja.

Byeee(:

2010-05-28T20:00:00.002+08:00

; true enough.

2010-05-26T11:53:00.002+08:00

IM SORRY.

bye.

2010-05-23T17:50:00.003+08:00

Well, actually ive got nth to say but since im bored i shall post about anything that came across my mind. Hmm, on Friday went to dance practice at 740 and yknow what? Its damn tiring manzxszxszxs. Start at around 3.30 and ends at 9 plus. Afterwhich, slack at 220 with the rest. Slack for awhile only cause i cant go home late. Went home with fyan and in the bus both of us just shut our mouth. Didnt talk to each other -.-' Haha. Then fyan told me that he left his phone at 220. I was like -_____-Reach home, i was like dancing then my brother said ' org gile joget'. One word, busterd ~ Hmm, then yesterday my uncle had soccer match at Serangoon Stadium and they won! 4-0 seyy. Okay skip. Now im waiting for cha, kyrul, darren and fyan. They're on their way here. Slack with me cause here at (insertplace), i dont have any friends. Kesian kan kesian kan? I knoww! HAHA. Ohyaa, my legs are still cramp. Ama sorehh~
Saket tau, but nvm aaaaaah. Aduuh.
Baby im so bored, bored, boreeeeed ~
Daluh, aku dah start aku nye merepek. I better stop it.
Okay selamat tinggal (:

2010-05-19T18:03:00.002+08:00

Heyy.

Hmm, im quite sad with my results.

Ohmyy, im the one who cause all the wonderful marks that i get.

I repeat eh, WONDERFUL MARKS!

My fault for not going to school for months and when i came back, i have to take my MYE. And, i pass only my MT.

It sucks big time okay. I wouldnt want to list all my wonderful & awesome marks cause its really embarassing.

Damnn, its few months away from N level and my MYE results just sucks. I needa buck up and start studying! (semangat 2 minute)

I dont wish to elaborate more. Hmm.

Yesterday, went to 220 to slack after sch. Then, Apit came.

I swear, cha was really happy at that moment. She was like, Apit siaa, apit ! Like duuhhh~ Tuh anak latif jadi gile bile apit lepak nan kite. And his voice was, umm.. Merduuu~ hahaha. Cha get over excited when Apit talked to her. HAHA. Serious shit, cha was funny. Then at 5.30 pm some of us wanted to go home so, salam-ed them and proceed home.

And yknow what? Cha was sreaming and jumping all over just because Apit slack with us earlier on. Crap siaa -.- Its hilarious though.

Chaa, cha.

People change, and it sucks!

People come and go in our life and i simply hate it.

Morons~

Okayy byee(:

2010-05-17T15:22:00.005+08:00

Hey, HI (:

So, umm i guess im getting better day by day. Wee~

Haha. Okaay, been rotting at home since tuesday. And the worst thing is i didnt go to to sch either. While im not feeling well for the past few days, i just realise something. I realised that only a few people who really care for me. Like whatever~

A friend that is not close to me or i can say a friend that i just get to know is more caring towards me rather than my 'close friends' that have known me for years. Somehow, im quite surprised cause (insertame) too didnt bother about me. Only when i text her then she'll ask me to rest and all. I cant deny that im quite dissapointed with her as she's my own ....... but yet she didnt care about me when she knew that im sick. My dad texted me and asked whether i've eaten the medicines instead of bringing me to the clinic or what. Itu jek yang dye mampu buat. Tsk. And better still, my dearest cousins. They see me lying on the floor with pillow and a blanket to cover myself up and what did they do? Nothing, they just ignore me. None of them come to me. They didnt ask how my condition was or whatsoever. GREAT? NOT. I dont wanna say much uh. I just wanna thanks that new friend of mine, Syiqin.

Im glad to have a friend like her.

~~I HAVE THE GREATEST DAD, FRIENDS AND COUSINS. NOT.~~

~~And oh ya, i think someone is too much. Fcuking rude. I cant take it any longer.~~

~~Iknowyoumissme,bestfriend.~~

~~Well, imissyoutoo.~~

~~Oh ya, get well soon too sayang.~~

~~HAHAHAHAHAHA.~~

~~Please eh RSJ, no negative thoughts please.~~

~~Im just joking okay. hehe.~~

2010-05-07T20:59:00.003+08:00

I LOVE RSJ ~

Haha, okay random.

hmm, idk what to post about but since im bored, i decided to atleast update my blog. Haha, okayy. Someone that im close to didnt talk much to me this few days. Hmm, RSJ, you know who and why. Haiyaa.

Actually im quite sad cause [insertname] didnt talk to me.

Cmon luh, we're bestfriend right? Just ignore what they say luh.

Waduuuh~ From now on, i will seldom slack with you guys.

Sorryyy~

And i know, someone is going to miss me right? Cheyy, FAKEEEEEEE!

RSJ, please eh, dont tease me after you read this silly post of mine.

:D Currently, mood swing. Haiya.

Kejap happy, kejap stress, kejap sad. Amah soreh.

Hahahaha. Fyaaaan; is there something wrong with you?

If there is, takya malu2 dan segan untuk meluahkan perasaan anda tuh yer.

And ya i hate kyrul.

If you wanna know why, TEXT ME!

Ahdee didnt reply to my text cause .......

Haha, okay idc and i wont bother about you alright.

Kay bye~

2010-05-03T14:11:00.003+08:00

Yuhuuuuu~

Sorry for not updating, been busy.

FYI, I've been going to sch lately. Teachers had talked to my parents.

Anddd, i want to go to sch from now on.

No more lazylazy huh? haha.

This few days, started to slack at pit with dearest RSJ.

Looks like RSJ is getting better.

So far, theres no more problems.

Cha and Ibu is getting better but the sad thing is cha will have to go soon.

Haish. Sedih sey. One of the day when we're slacking, smth happened to cha.

She had breathing problem. Ky decided to sent her home so i followed him.

Took the bus and when we're walking towards her blk, she was so weak and she cant even walk properly.

Im still making lame jokes when she's sick. Kay, iera prangai~

I know. Then when she's lying on the sofa, i then realised that she's really serious and tears rolled down my cheeks. Im really sad at that moment.

I cant control my tears any longer.

When ibu were talking to cha in her room, kada and his friend were making fun of dali.

They keep on saying ' cintaku kepada mu sebesar 2 banglo,

swimming pool and not forgetting,

semangkok ice kachang.

Theres a reason why they say that. I know why.

HAHAHA. I kept quite at that point.

Dont feel like laughing. Haha.

After sending cha home, me and ky went to pit.

Slack, fyan and anuar went home.

Left me, ky, yan and another friend.

Super bored and i was damn sleepy.

Waited for mum and she finally came at 3.30 am.

Proceed home then.

Ohyaa, on saturday went to ECP, carpark F.

The place was quite fun uh.

Cha said the place was romantic.

HAHA. We were dating on that day. :D

Crapp ~ Hmm. talk to cha about few things.

Haiyaa. Whatever it is, i enjoyed that day with cha.

ILOVEYOU,BESTFRIEND!

Ohs hmm..

fyan, ilybestfriend!

hahahahaha.

Stop raining pleaseeeeee? i wanna meet cha.

Kay bye.

iloveRSJjugak, mwaaah!

2010-04-25T18:38:00.004+08:00

Hey.

Hmm, basically i went swimming at Jurong yesterday.

Went there with Yaya, Man, Cha, Yan, Ayumi, Alep & his sis, Ahdee(L),

Ayie, Wanie, An Cartoon, Reno And Fadly.

Had fun there. And ya, i saw nunu(:

Sumpah, she's pretty and sweet (:

There's a conflict between Ahdee(L) and me because of my own mistake.

I was wrong and i know if im in his situation, i'll get mad and sad.

We talk things out yesterday and i guess we're okay now?

Well, it all depends on Ahdee(L).

Im still guilty for what i've done.

Lets skip.

Hmmm.

I've ran out of words to say so yeah.

EEDHAEVOLI.

Well, its ILOVEAHDEE<3

Kay, selamat tinggal.

Usually i would say 'kay bye' but now i'll change to 'selamat tinggal'

cause Ahdee(L) said its irritating when i say 'kay bye'.

Haha. Takecare.

2010-04-19T16:09:00.003+08:00

Hmmm.

Yesterday im suppose to meet fyan cause he wanted to talk things out with me.

But unfortunately, i didnt meet him.

Fuck! I should meet him man.

Haha, banyak story sia yg harus aku denga.

And of course, im unhappy with it.

This few days, my grandma have been nagging and nagging non stop.

I know its like wtf right wanna post bout y0ur own grandma.

But, seriously im pissed off.

I can say that if you have a grandma like me you'd be frustated.

SUMPAH ! nenek pilih kasih sia.

Marah kte bey ble pat cucu kesygan, fuhhhh~

Bley plak bbl baek2, tak mara lagi.

tak ke prangai tuh? Tsk.

Hmmm, and about Ibu, Cha's mum dislike me huh?

Why? Cause of her piercing, im close to her, and we mix around with bdk2 mepek?

WHATTHEFUUUUUUUUCK!

Haha, because of her piercing, oh cmon uh.

Im not the one who influence her and force her to pierce.

And, im not the one who pierced for her.

Secondly, is it wrong if im close to her?

Well, im her bestfriend right.

Im trying to change her to be the old cha.

You people, dont know anything.

About mixing with bdk mepek, HAHA!

When i slack with cha most of the time i bring along my cousins.

So, my cousins are the one whom they called 'bdk2 mepek?'

Haiyaa, MENGARUT siaa -.-

I dont wanna say much luh.

People dislike me just because im close to my own bestfriend.

Oh whatever.

And not forgetting bout those whom lanciawey about me.

FYI, idontcare.

Its just that im quite sad lah.

You guys know who you are and i wont mention your name here.

Uhhh, i wont elaborate more.

I'll be meeting Fyan later on and i just cant wait to hear more upcoming stories.

To Fiz, happy belated birthday(: !

Sorry didnt celebrate it together with RSJ.

Cha and Abg Ayie is a sweeet couple.

HAHA, Random ~

Well, thats all.

I'll post soon alright.

Takecare ~

Rain rain go away

2010-04-16T18:15:00.005+08:00

Hello hello ~

Its raining heavily and im damn fcuking bored right now.

Slack with cha later on. She's coming to Marsiling with Abg Ayie ku(:

Weeeee~ Hmmm.

Few days back, i went to pit, slack.

And everyone is not in the mood as they've got their own problems.

Umm, almost full house.

Wasted, fiq wasnt there.

Had a conflict with a friend of mine early in the morning.

I swear i cried, but he said sorry so yeah.

I shouldnt be too sensitive.

Nowadays, my attidute was like fcuk.

I dont know why.

And, ive been treating Ahdee(L) like fcuk too.

Haiyaa.

Ohmaaan, I dislike my attitude.

Daaaaaaaaaamn!

Ohyaa, last two days kan, aku mimpi aku dpt jmpe Rey Mysterio.

And aku dpt hug dye. Fulermaaak! haha.

Eventhough cume mimipi, sumpah aku happy tawuk!

Korg pk Merepek kan?

Tapi, aku btol2 mimpi psl dye. Besssst!

HAHAHA!

P/s ; im sick and tired of hearing the same thing again and again.

I know all of you were concern but im having problem right now.

Ive explained it to you guys, yet you guys dont understand.

Haiyaa.

2010-04-10T18:50:00.003+08:00

Hello.

Currently im not in the mood to post but im damn fcuking bored, so yeah.

I was so happy yesterday as Ahdee is finally back from Genting.

Happy sangatsangat! ^.^

Yesterday, met new friends. Uhmm, my cousin's friends.

I can say that they were all kecoh and fun to be with. (To me RSJ is muchmuch better)

Slack, then ton. Blahblahblah.

Went to mum's new stall at Telok Blangah.

Didnt help much, i get in the car and sappp Zzzzzzz~

I slept for only 2 hours.

Then skipskip.

Reach home at 11.30am, bathe then chill.

Around 4pm, zacqq texted me as he wanted slack.

Me and cousin went down and slack at RC.

Slackslack, zacqq wentoff.

I proceed home and here i am blogging.

Hmmmmm.

I MISS RSJ !

sorry korg cause aku dah tk turon.

MIA jap jer.

hmm, apepe text k?

takecare.

p/s : amirahsanchi; law muke aku cm beruk pon tk susakan kau. hmm, get a life uh.

Tkde keje ke spam2?

Or kau kurang kasih sayang smpai nak seek attention from org yg kau tk kenal? haha.

Thanks eh yanie nan yul. Org cm gini kte tkmo lyn.

2010-04-05T18:28:00.003+08:00

Hellohello(:

Im baaaaaaaaaaaaaack~

But i wont be updating too often.

Hmmmmm.

While i was away, nth much happened.

Just slack w Ahdee(L), Alep, their friends, Yaya and Cha.

Im so happy that im okay with cha. And, we're bestfriend now (:

Basically, yesterday went to Marina Barrage w family.

Took quite a lot of pictures but i dont have em now cause its with my cousin.

Afterwhich slack with ahdee and my son, chinese. Haha. Idk his name liao.

I can say its fun cause that chinese bobal world.

Merepek but its funny :D

Im quite lonely and sad now cause Ahdee(L) is away for 4 days to Genting Highland.

Haiyaa. I miss him already liao.

Tsk.

I'll update soon okay?

Takecare.

Bye.

2010-04-03T15:57:00.002+08:00

Hellooooooooooooooo!

sorry for leaving this blog dead.

been busy and i've got no time to post.

so yeaah, i'll update soon.

okaybyee, takecareeee! (:

2010-03-21T23:38:00.004+08:00

Heyyy!
Sorry for not updating a proper post.
As you can see i didnt upload the pictures.
Hmm, soon okay?.
Prangaaaai siaaaaaaaak that someone!
Haiyaaa, bingit siolxszxszxszxszxszxszx nan dye!
Mcm nk sepak2 jek muke tuh anak!
Hmmm.
Text-ing Ahdee noww. Hees.
I miss that ororey sampopey. LOL~
He want me to tag along with his friends to Sentosa this Thursday.
Idk liao. Dont feel like going. Aha, depends if im not lazy.
Im going to sch tmrw.
Hmm, iera is baaaaaaaaaaaaaack to sch yaw! k merepek.
Confirm kene fcuk nan faridah habis-habisan. Tsk.
Nas ingat tau.
Aku kuching, dye ANJING.
Kuching cute, ANJING burokk! haha.
I've ran out of words to say.
Daaaaa~

2010-03-21T01:45:00.003+08:00

Heyy.

Short post okays?

Fcuk! I don't have time to update yesterday cause i went out to ECP with family.

So yeah. Hmm.

Shall not elaborate more.

I'll upload pictures that are taken at ECP in the afternoon lah k?

And, i'll do a proper post. Lazy and no mood now.

2010-03-20T02:51:00.005+08:00

Hello.

Basically all those photos above are taken yesterday.

Went to Civic meet Nas, Sha, Fyan and Hafiz.

Then go asap-ing dont know at what block.

I can say its quite far from the Library. Hahs.

On the way to library saw Azril.

Settle down and they start taking out their homeworks.

We spent our time laughing there. Hahs.

Afterwhich, went to RP.

Slack there then off to block 876. Nasuha's block.

Slack, played card and stuff.

Nas went home, Fyan and me sent sha home.

After that, walked to Woodland Mart then walk home.

It tooks us 1 hour plus.

On the way home, Fyan and me were like shouting at each other.

Kecoh. I irritate him.

HAHAHAHAHA. Padan muke kau! :P

I kept on saying the same thing again and again.

Haas. Oh ya, BIG BIG THANKS to fyan. Appreciate it lah sngt.

Im so lucky to have a friend like you. Ahaha!

But now, i didnt layan him at MSN. WHY?

He knows the reason why.

Im tired, waiting for mum to get home.

Dammnnn, im hungry.

K byes!

`imissahdee!

2010-03-18T22:23:00.004+08:00

Daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmn!
I want to pierce just like the picture above. Coool siaaaaaksiaaaaaksiaaak! haha.
Soooooooooooooon ah soon. :D

2010-03-18T20:20:00.004+08:00

Heyy!
Hmmm. Today seems to be a boring day.
Did nothing just that i went to Mum's stall and help her with some stuff.
Ahdee didn't text me cause he's working.
Daaaamn!
Must wait till he's back from work.
Pfft. Boring to the maaaaaaaxxxxxxx siaaaaaaaaaaak!
Chat with Sha a while ago and she say they'll slack tomorrow at usual place.
Hmm, if i'm not lazy i'll slack k?
Tak janji.
Oh ya, below is a short conversation with smurf.

★.:.♠ ₴мϋгҒ♠.:.★ said:
snyp jek org tu.
=[

`Aziera said:
org tuh yg snyap dulu

★.:.♠ ₴мϋгҒ♠.:.★ said:
aik.beh u tk cari?
=[
`Aziera said:
wait, abey you plak?
tak carik?

★.:.♠ ₴мϋгҒ♠.:.★ said:
i nk tgk.slalu i cari u pe.=[

`Aziera said:
hmm

★.:.♠ ₴мϋгҒ♠.:.★ says:
hmm.
kla.sorry k?
anw,i gtg.

He expect me to text him? HAHAHA!
im being sarcastic here but hey who cares?
Mood swing uh.
K bye.

2010-03-17T18:58:00.003+08:00

Yesterday pictures^

I happened to read fyan's blog just know.
Ahh, sorry for being MIA.
Honestly guys, i myself don't know whats wrong with me.
Sometimes, im lazy to go to Yishun just to slack but at times,
urghh, seriously i don't know why im acting this way.
There's this weird feeling and thoughts.
Its bothering me and i hate it.
Sorry guys, i need some time to overcome this fcuking feeling.
Just so you know, i have no problems nor grudges towards you all okay.
I miss the old times we had too.
Fyan, i really appreciate your advise.
I know im wrong for MIA. But i didnt mean to do so.
Hmmm.
Basically today i went to mum stall but didn't help out.
Felt so weak, sleepy and LAZY.
Umm, lazy reminds me of piggy and piggy reminds me of Ahdee.
Why? Because im Ahdee's piggy.
Kay,cut the crap. Im being so merepek here.
I'm not his piggy but he always call me by that name.
Chibobey sia him. Haha.
We didn't text much just now cause he had some work to be done.
So yeah, i wont disturb him.
After yesterday incident, I'm not mad at him.
Cause, mum just advice me instead of scolding.
I have a very sweet mum. I'm so lucky to have her.
She's the best mum on EARTH !
I love her.
Haha. When i asked my parents what they think of Ahdee, they say 'he's okay'
Its like very surprising.
I'm just friend with him but i want to know what they think of Ahdee.
That's all.
Okay bye, i ran out of words already.
Searching for blogskins now. Byeeeee readers !

2010-03-16T23:06:00.003+08:00

Heyhello cute/ugly,pretty/handsome,fat/thin,tall/short readers (:!
Didnt go to town today but i slack with Ahdee, Yaya and Alep.
As usual, pondok is the place where we slack.
Okay lah, theres always laughter with them. Hmm.
While ahdee and alep were away fo a while, i played soccer with my two lil brother.
Fuuuuh~ tired sia.
Its been years since i last played soccer.
Then alep saw a frog and they catch it. Kekek sia!
They hold that frog and disturb people. Skip that part. Hmmmm.
I really hope that Kyrul, Darren and Qiela would have a safe journey.
Sorry i didnt sent you guys to the airport.
Yesterday, suddenly someone text me.
Wanna know who? Ah'an, my ex.
Im quite surprise cause we didnt contact for a few months.
Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
Idk what i should say to Ahdee. Haish~
My dad saw him ......... me and he get scolded for that.
Mum advise me then.
Haish haish. Im just waiting for his text message now.
But i dont think he'll text me. Hmm.
Chatting with Aim now.
I know you'll read my bloggy.
Hmm, i know you're mad/stress.
In life, theres always up and down. Same goes to Relationship.
If you really love her you have to be patience.
Staystrong, aim (:
Andd i hope you guys will last long.
Uhh, nowadays couples have so many problems with each other.
Thats why Love is so complicated.
Okaybye(:

2010-03-15T13:31:00.002+08:00

Old pic (:

Heyy readers ~

Slack with alep, yaya and ahdee. We ton at Sembawang park on Saturday and i can say its quite boring cause yaya and alep only sleep. Ahdee and me did nth just that we pinch here and there. There's so many black marks on my hands while ahdee have got red mark on his body. Take that babi! He's quite irritating ah cause keep on calling me piggy.
Cb! Sunday, reach home bath then slack w them. After that, went to ecp with family. Oh ya, aku kene fcuked nan form teacher aku. Why? Bacause she's fed-up with me. Shall not elaborate more. Oh ya, tmr maybe im going to town with Mert, Munn, Din and Chacha. Not confirm yet. I'll not be updating so much nowadays so takecare guys.

2010-03-09T23:53:00.003+08:00

Hellohello(: Sorry for not updating. I've got no time to update so yeah (:
Quite a few things happened and i dont think i should elaborate it. Hmm. And to dearest RSJ especially qiela, am truly sorry cause i didnt turn up for that outing. So sorry. Hmm.
On Saturday, accompanied yaya slack with her friends. Munn was there too. Seriously, cam bangla with that haircut, ahahas (: Ton with them. The part when alep disturb yaya was the funniest one. I cant stop laughing. Kekek yknow? hahahas. Ahhh, bile ex bertemu. Cm gituh lah.
Nth much happened lah. The next day, went to Sengkang Swimming Complex? If im not wrong. Went there with family (: Captured a few pic but im lazy to upload. Ohya, i get used to people came in my life and then just leave me like that. They'll only find me when they're bored or no one to talk to. Like WTF? okay whatever. This people, just hope they realise ah eh. I dont really care but what do you think i am? A doll or what? Prangai~ Hmm. To Cha, thanks for the advice, babe. But i think, i'll go to sch after the 1 week holiday. Im texting Ahdee now(: Byes

2010-03-02T04:16:00.002+08:00

Obviously,(a) hate.

2010-03-01T21:28:00.007+08:00

Hello. Sorry for not updating. Been busy, hehe.
Basically, on the 26 is fyan's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
Gagaga. Went to pit then sabo him at bukit.
Only Fyan, Kyrul, Yan, Kyrie, Sha, Fad, Nas, Fiq, Fiz, Darren and Me turon pit.
Almost full house. Hakim and Qyla have smth on. So yeah.
Enjoyed ourselves. Birthday boy kene sabo rabak. Kan? Haha.
The next day, meet Ky,Darren, Sha and Fyan at Pit.
Meet there around 6 plus then 7.30 like that went off to CCK.
Eat at LJS , then smoke. Went to the toilet and darren BTC.
HAHAHAHA. Siaak. Make our way to the busstop and bus-ed to Lim Chu Kang.
Turon salah busstop. Have to walk. Kene kejar nan anjing. Siaaal nye anjing.
Took bus, turon salah tmpat lagi. Then the place was like full of Bangla's. Seram, their mata sume mntak kene korek yknow? Asked a few of them whre's the mosque and they point smwhere. The place whre they point is their tmpat tggl. Sape nak caye kan.
Then ky say 'eh tkmo ah, dorg blang tmpat sume cm tak confident gituh.' SO, naik taxi. The taxi driver pon takot2 nak anta kte cause kte ckp anta kte gi Muslim Cemetery. Die cume anta pat lua, like duuh~ kite tahu lah die takot and kte pon tk suro anta smpai dlm. Dah anta, i was like, eh korg, aku nk gi toilet. keep on repeating the same sentence. Dah gi toilet, went to kubur lame, which is blk 1. Haiyoo. Gelap nak mampos. And, kte lima org w only 2 torch. Aduuh. Tak berani.
Sebelom masok, bace2. Dah bace take a few step teros i say i dont want to go in. Tak sedap hati. Sume dah bingit, i can see from their face especially fyan. Then ky ask darren to pull my hand. I say i dont want. Tuh part, iknow, sume bingit giler w me. Im sorry. Aku kan besa pey pengecot.
Patah alek, then they decide to go to the Christian Cemetery. The place kan very peaceful. Im not scared at all. And again, nbcb dog bark at us. Sume dah kancong, keluar dari tuh kubur. HAHA. Stupid ass dog! Then made our way to Muslim Cemetery, the new blk. They say depan lagi2, end up. Pat depan dah tkde. Rest pat busstop jap, sumpah aku seram pat tuh. Idk why ah, tbe2 cam seram gituh. Waited for taxi but none stop, dasar pengecut. Then we walk further up and atlast taxi driver tuh willing to hantar kte. Haiyo, i know the place quite dark but then tkkn ader hantu rmai2 tunggu taxi kan? Haiyoyo. Reached the cemetery, jalan cm biase. The place not that dark ah. but still, dorg ade nmpk and denga smthg. Sha and me, tk nmpk pape. Lucky us (: Went out of the cemetery around 2, get a taxi at 3 am. Suay lah have to wait that long. Stop at CCK, went to Lot 1 Mc. Chill there and we disturb darren. Haha. Kecoh, i had fun with them. Seriously. Next time, i'll make sure that i bring digital camera. Ky, this friday? Takmo ah. Oh ya, fyan aku baru tau yg kau ni tkde prasaan nye org. HAHAHA! Siaksiak~ Train-ed to wdlnds, bus-ed home. Reach aunt's crib at 7.30 am if im not wrong. Slept, woke up went to Yishun,chong Pang w Yaya, Berq,Wanie and Wal. Meet mum there, went to Sheng shiong then home.

Life is like a Roller Coaster Ride.

2010-02-25T01:26:00.008+08:00

Hello !
I didn't attend sch for 2 days cause i overslept. Such an ass right? I know.
Hmm. Ohhh ya, did you realise smthg? I've change my blogskin cause i dislike the previous skin which look so plain and simple.How to navigate? Pandai2 kau lah k?
Yesterday my phone didn't ring at all. No message(s) nor call(s). Pathetic siaa.
Chat with Aim few hours ago.

ααιєм said:
UUUUUUUUUUUUUU !!!!!!
I HATE YOU !!
Hahah ..
bsk gy tak ?

`Aziera said:
YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!
I HATE YOU MOREEEEEEEEEEEEE!
haha.
hmmm, maybe.

ααιєм said:
I HATE YOU ALOT !!!!!!!
pegy tao !
make sure pegy !

`Aziera said:
cb
ahaa
okay

ααιєм said:
hahaha .. i tkd cb . u ade kan?
eyh !
wth ! is the pm for ?
hahahaha ..
Okayh2 ,
uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu !!!!!!
I LOVE YOU !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHA !!

`Aziera said:
hahaa
i ade dah diam
ehh, tak perlu sia i love you
I HATE YOU!
aha

ααιєм said:
hahahaa !
okayh2 tak love .
I HATE YOU SOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH !!!!!!!!! WORST THEN I HATE BABI'SS !!!

HAHAHAHA. Aim,aim. siaaaak ah.
Ohmy,ade pimple pat hidung. Ouch.
k, jengjengjeng!!
My phone sudah berbunyi. Lame, i know.
Aim, sorry tak answer your call. My phone silent. Sorry sngat2 k.
Fyan, i know how you felt. This is my fate and i'm the one who is going through all this.
I'm speechless too when my mum told me bout it.
Maybe i'm not meant for RSJ? I can feel that sooner or later, I'll fall apart from RSJ.
Hmm. Life sucks lah. Yes, 1 year is a long period of time.
Many things can happen within that 1 year.
But still, i hope things wouldn't get worse as time passes by.
K bye. Takecare everyone.

2010-02-22T22:37:00.007+08:00

Hellohello. Went to school today. Hmm. Quite okay lah hor. Luckily cikgu tak bising sangat. But i know most of em are worried bout me. During the Bio's lesson, hamkha seems to be talkative and he distract me. Mr kong then said " Hamkha, you ah when aziera not in school you very quiet, i know you miss her. If you want to see her ask her to come to sch regularly." Haha. Lame! Then after school, went to Responsible Thinking Class (RTC) cause i was late for school today. After that went off to Staff Room to meet my form teacher. Sign the N level fee paper or whatever lah. There's this part which make me go kembaaaang sekejap. Haha. Mdm faridah " aziera, you used to be one of my best student. you better stop it. blahblahblah" Cute sia her. Ohhyaa, i saw luna in sch then approached her. Haha. Malu sia aku, pendek dari die. Tsk. Skipskip, took 856 to Mum's stall there. Dalam bus terserempak fyan, Happy~! Andand aku turon sala busstop. Suaaay~ Kene jalan sey. TSK. Penatpenat. Pity me ;( Tadi chat with Fiz, bley jadi gile aku lyn tuh anak. Hafiz, hafiz. Haha. Oh please eh, i dont hate you but i dislike your attitude at times. Kay bye, nak layan karenah hafiz and mxg Smurf (:

2010-02-20T00:46:00.004+08:00

Imdissapointedwithmyself.
ImUSELESS.
Imweak.Imlazy.Imrestless.Imsick.
Idontknowwhatswrongwithme.
Fuckyoubye.

2010-02-18T23:58:00.006+08:00

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Pics taken on 120909.
i still remember the date. *sigh*
Oh ya, happy birthday to my lil sis. Bye.

ahhfuck!

2010-02-18T02:20:00.006+08:00

Old pic. I felt like crying when i look at this pic above. Sad sungguh.
How i wish ... Argh, whatever lah eh. Dorg pon tak kisah kan? Haish.

Haish. Chat with fyan few minutes ago and i cried when he said ' if you need a listening ear, im here.' Im so touch. While chatting with him, i cant stop crying. Idk why. Haish.
Fyan, you know i know k? Im starting to hate myself now. Fyan knows some of it. Not all. I know RSJ will read my blog so im not gonna elaborate about the conversation i had with him. Hmmm. I cant think of anything else to type. Hmm. Fyan, thanks eh. Appreciate it loads. Seriously, something have been bothering me but im not sure what it is. I want the old me yet its hard to change. Haish.
Im a girl with no life. It sucks.

2010-02-17T21:16:00.003+08:00

IHATEME. *sigh*

2010-02-16T19:26:00.001+08:00

Why am i thinking bout you all day long? Everything that i do reminds me of you. Im just pretending to be okay but deep down in my heart, only god knows how i felt. I might be laughing out loud but behind those laughter, i'm sad. I dont know why im feeling sad. I dont even want to be sad. I just cant lie to myself that im missing you badly. Im still confuse. Why must i know you? Why must i love you? Why do you say that you love me? Why must i trust you? Why must all this things happened to me? Guess this is my fate and i'll have to accept it eventhough it hurts.

- I wrote this few months back. Post for fun jek. Random ~

2010-02-16T14:20:00.008+08:00

Enjooooy!

HelloHello!
Im back. Holiday was greaaaaat! Each and everyone of us enjoyed the holiday at Pulau Tioman.
Will post a short one je.

Day 1 - Waited for the ferry for about 2 hours. Imagine people, kene diri setakat nak queue. Since it's CNY, mesti banyak org gi holiday kan? Hmm. Pat sane bnyk makcik kpo sey. Cb, gossip here and there. Maybe the way kite dressed up ah. Like duuh~ Kite nye pakaian ngan dorg mestilah lain. Dah banyak makcik kpo takpe tau, ni minah malaysia pon nak stare2 org. Then i was like, eh, dorg dah knape ni nak stare2? Tak penah tngok org pe? Jakon? Talked that way dpan my mum then she join in the conversation. Hmm. Then kan, minah tuh queue dekat nan kite, i look at her then jeling die terus tak tengok lagi. :D Ferry arrived and org sume start to tolak2 setakat nak naik ferry. Pfft. The ferry ride is like a Roller Coaster ride oi! Kay fake eh. Yaya kecoh. Bile ferry cm bump gituh die kecoh. Kekek yknow? Smpai sane around 8.30pm then masok chalet. Lepas mkn, my younger brother main soccer w budak tioman. Alih2 yang lain join. Ader tourist jugak lah join dorg. Habis tu ade pakcik ni main. Cute sey sampai jatuh2. Balik chalet, tak ley tidur so kte chitchat, nyanyi2. Terus sume Zzzzzz.

Day Two- Woke up, gi breakfast pastuh balek tidur.Bngon kol 3 gituh, gi mkn lagi, dorg2 salin baju off to laut. Sume mandi except me and atok. Datuh, balik mandi, jalan2 jap then gi mkn, karaoke, main congkak. Gi beli mkn. Then ader satu part ni when yaya and me nk gi toilet, ader laki amek gamba kte. Siaaaaaaak~ bodo punya olang. haha. Datuh balek, zzzzz.

Day 3- Bangun tidur kul 11 lebih then siap2 gi mkn. Gi cycling ramai2. Gerek but very tiring. Dah cycle jauh2 kene patah balik cause at one point to kite kena go through hutan. My mum rase tak sedap hati terus patah balik. Gi makan lagi. Lepas makan, budak2 terus gi mandi laut. Kite chill jek then main congkak. Lepastuh kte plak join. Best oi! Air dah jernih. Kite gi Scuba Diving. Gereeeeeeeeek! Tapi seram ah, takut lemas. Hahaha. Balik, mandi then gi makan lagi. Pastuh time to sleep.

Day 4- Bangon pukul 6, siap, makan, tunggu ferry, smpai mersing, gi mkn then homesweethome.

Lazy to type panjang2. Will upload some gamba yg tertinggal. Hee. Oh yaa, RSJ tak fair sey korg. Tsk.

fuckyou.

2010-02-12T18:23:00.003+08:00

Sorry for not updating. Should i say I've been busy? Okay, not really.
Actually, i slept over at aunt's crib for past few days and i left my lappy at home.
I've been absent from school since last week friday. A total of 6 days.
I know, I'm such a lazy girl. RSJ, just to let you guys know that I'm not MIA okay.
Sorry hor. I know you guys are worried bout me cause I've been absent from school. Hmmmm. Aha, I've made a new tagged account. Its just for fun. Somehow, tagged is still boring. I'll delete it again if i feel like deleting.* Evil laugh* Get what I'm trying to say? (: Tomorrow I'm going to Pulau Tioman till Monday if I'm not wrong.
Which means that im not going to update my blog for the next few days. (I guess)
Somewan, i hate you. Yes i do. I really hope karma will hit you someday. Ass!
Sweet Talk Mother Fucker. I WONT FALL FOR YOU AGAIN, HONEY.
I'm hungry now, waiting for mum. My Kway Teow Goreng is on the way. Hehe.
I have a very sweet and nice mum but yet I'm the one who always didn't appreciate her. I'm such a useless daughter. I admit that.
Okay bye, have a nice day(:

FuckyoufuckyouveryverymuchfFUCKYOUBITCH

2010-02-09T17:43:00.004+08:00

Ahaha. Someone just complained to mummy that i post about her and i have to delete the previous post.
NBCB girl. Still i fucking hate you laah BABIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!
Bodoh. Oh, kau nk ckp psl **** aku eh? aku takde ckp psl **** kau per babi?
Bodoh pey pmpan. Dah bodoh taknak gi skola. Aku kutok nanti complain pat mak.
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh~ i hate my life now. I dont feel staying in the same house w that fcuker.
But who am i going to stay with? Siaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaal betol.Ohyaaaaaaaa. delete aku dari tagged? tak heran lah siaaaaaaaal pey pmpan.
kaybyebyecbye. Jangan nak bace blog aku lah sial. Menyebok jek!
Get a life MRWB!

imissRSJ

2010-02-09T14:37:00.003+08:00

Beginning of the year 2009^

^Cocok satay. Fyan's job. We only helped him. :D
During Hari raya.

Beginning of the year 2009^

Absent from school again today. Tsk.
I read fyan's blog earlier on. And, shit. I miss RSJ.
I know how fyan felt.
And yes, the first time i slacked with Fyan and Yan is at Blk 222.
Everyone came there to slack. That was full house.
Then we change our slacking place to Pit. Again, most of the time full house.
We chit chat, we had fun there, cracking lame jokes, playing cards , sing along together, share our problem and we did everything together. Everything change now. No more full house right?
Damn, i really miss slacking with each and everyone of them. Now, i feel very awkward talking to some of them. Haish.

2010-02-08T19:43:00.004+08:00

Ni dia Rosdi^^

Hey, i'm not in the mood to blog but somehow, i don't want this blog of mine to be dead. So, a short post today. Yesterday, meet dad at Plaza Pelangi w siblings and cousin. Then after eating at Season, everyone went to the toilet and leave me alone. I didn't go in to the toilet cause im holding on to a food. Cousin and sister went in straight and ignore me. NB! bingit sekejap sak. Went to coffee bean , sat there and took some pictures while waiting for Mum and second dad to fetch us home. Im lazy to upload pictures so, i only upload 3 of them. Went to Giant then Pandan City to eat. After that, rumahku. syurgaku. Haha.
Today, absent from school because i overslept. -_____-'.
Woke up>Woodland Lame, near checkpoint>Alter skirt> KFC>Aunt's crib>meet ky, pass him ciggs. Kay dah bye (:

Always.

2010-02-07T02:23:00.002+08:00

Always in my mind. And i just cant get you out of my mind.
I miss you, miss you badly.
I really do.

2010-02-06T20:15:00.006+08:00

Boo!
Im going to elaborate about what happened yesterday. I planned to meet Rsj and ton with them at Sembawang Park. But unfortunately, no one else can make it besides Ky and Fyan. Sad sia.
End up, cousins and i went to Chua Chu Kang, Lot 1. Actually we plan to go Bugis. Haiya. Plan cock-ed up sey. HAHA. Reach home at 9.30 pm. Leklek then at 12am went to Mustafa Centre.
Pat sane me and yuyul cm pmpan gila. Tak habis2 ketawe.
Hmm. last night aku mimpi psl somewan. Tsk.
Ape maksud mimpi tuh sey?
Haish.
And, i've done editing here and there for Cousin's blog.

Sape2 yg own number 83678525, prangai stop it sial nak maki mak org.

Whoever you are, grow up eh. Prangai 'M'! limit2 umor kau 13 or 14. -.-
Oh ya!
Happy Birthday Smurf :D
I don't have his picture, sorry. Kay dah bye.

2010-02-04T23:50:00.003+08:00

School were as per normal today. Did nothing much. I know, i lead a boring life. I dislike 2010. Hmm. I slept during Physics Class Test. As i've missed out a lot, i only manage to finish the MCQ part. And yknow what? today is my first day attending History lesson while others have learned a few chapter. Like i said, i missed out a lot. Have been absent-ing from school. Tomorrow, will be having Social Studies Class Test. Arghh, damn it lah. Today short post. Oh yaa, I dislike Wanie Xiao. Huaaak~ Minahrep Wannabe. Bobal fanatic habis. And also a copydog. Kay byee .

2010-02-03T21:20:00.004+08:00

Not showing off, but the tattoo cute kan? AHA.

Hey, absent from school again today. Haiyaa. Thought of getting an MC today but i woke up late. Hee. Currently chatting With Munn, That IB! haha. Serious uh, kadang2 bingit giler nye.

Hmmmm. Did nothing today, woke up, went off to McDonald at Woodland lame sane. After that, went back to aunt's house. Actually, i couldnt think of anything to type already. Haha. Blaaank~

Oh ya, I've already removed my piercings (: See, im a good girl kan kan kan? Hmm. Wan haven't text me and im vvv bored right now. Yul! Sorry tak upload sume gambar, aku upload a few jek, pape aku sent pat kau. Im hungry! Kay bye :D

Unexpected things happen.

2010-02-02T19:48:00.002+08:00

Daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaammmmmmmmmnnnnnn. Cant upload image. Tsk
Hmm. Was absent from school today cause i overslept. Pffft.
Im bored. 11 contact online in Msn but none chat with me. How pathetic is that?
Facebook, even worse. Tagged is the only one i can depend on when im bored.
But since i deleted my account, there's nothing else i can depend on besides bloghopping.
Wan & Smurf probably text me night time. Ugh, life is damn boring.
Cant even slack with friends.
I cant get along with my sis, cause she sucks. HAHA.
Actually not because she sucks but idk why lah. Iera + Wanie = Kuching dan Anjing.
Siape kuching? Siape anjing? Pandai2 carik tahu kay? :D
And by saying so, doesnt mean i hate her. I hate her at times. Not all the time.
Afterall, she's still my sis. She might thought that i dont love her but hey, kakak maner tak sayang adik die? Sayang tapi tak tunjuk. Get it? -.-'
Oh ya wan asked me whether i still love him or not.
I still do eventhough we've break apart since last year october.
One more , 'Lau i nak patah alek nan u, u nk?'
Ohmyyy! Pat ni, im suprised. Didnt expect him to ask that.
Mesti aku nak, but not the right time. With my condition like this now, hmm.
I have to think about it.

2010-02-01T23:29:00.002+08:00

Hellooo!

I took train from Woodlands MRT to school with cousin today.
Then, there's this girl staring at me and i was like, 'eheyy ni pmpan'
So what if she's from Sembawang Sec? Big Fuck huh? Haha.
School was, ermm okay?
I guess the guys in my class enjoyed themselves in school today.
I took a video of them when they're behaving like a primary school student in class.
Kecoh+Cute+Funny+Kekek (:
But i didnt upload those videos cause im lazy to do so.
I didnt attend the structured remedials cause mum asked me to come home early.
Best, dapat balek siang. Tomorrow confirm penat.
Ader CCA somemore. And IM HAPPY NOW!
Idk why. Weird kan? I know.

End.

Ps; Gamba burok, i know. Kay bye! (:

2010-01-31T16:44:00.004+08:00

Helloo.
Is there anyone reading this blog? Haha.
Skipskip. Hmm. I've deleted my tagged and fs account. I wont delete facebook(:
And, im gonna abandon my msn account(i guess).
So yaa, yesterday . Hmmm. I text-ed ah'an.

Me: Eh, kau pass2 number aku per?
Ah'an: kaw leyh rilekk sudaah aku pass2 number kaw.
Me:Abey asl sak ade org mxg aku? Lagi ckp ni ahzeera ex ah'an?
Kimak, prangai sial sak. Kay ah bye.
Ah'an: Mane ako tahu, ako taak pass number kaw kat sape2 laa.
Aiyoh. Tak caye sudaah. Kaay ah bye.

Then, i texted (............) cause few days back that person texted me.
Me: ni sape uh?
Him: ny ahkai laa , yg that time jumpe ah'an pat Marsiling , ingat?
Me: Oh, nak ape?
Him: Takdee pape . Asl ? Buat kwn pun salah ke ?
Me: Oh, tak salah. Tapi aku tak buat kwn nan mataey org uh.
Him:Oh okay . Takpee.

Not being arrogant but,
i dont want people to have a negative thought bout me.
Then, i text ah'an lagi.

Me: Oh best eh. Tak pass bey mane ahkai dpt number aku?
Ah'an: Mane lah ako tahu, ako daa lame tak cntct nan dier luh.
kaw p laa tnye dier, kau tkmo jadi irritating la. Tanye2~

I didnt reply. Ish, geram siaak nan ni jantan!

Im superduper bored now.
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kaybye!

2010-01-30T00:38:00.002+08:00

Heyloooo.
Blogger is such an ass again today. Damn it!
I can't upload pic. Tsk.
And, i have to re-type everything.
I almost finished blogging earlier on then something happened.
Something wrong w my lappy. Siaak~
I didnt attend the motivational camp today cause i overslept.
Sedihhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh sey!
Eventhough its only half-day, i guess i miss a lot.
Yes, a lot! Haish.
On thursay, most of us cried.(4 Na classes)
Sad, serious. Im pretty sure most of us regret. Thanks to Benjamin.
Friday, i watched a movie, 'Adnan Sempit' with family.
Funny but i rate it 3.5 jek. The ending was ............. merepek =.=

To Kyrul aka Boy Jade Siao2/ Badot. Hahahaha.
Sorry tak turon pit. Kau tahu asl kan? Hmm. Aku nk turon tapi takley. Tsk.
Aku pon tak tahu dorg celebrate camne. Anddd, your 2 pack of ciggs are waiting for you.
HAHA :D ! Monday aku pass ah kay?

I cant think of anything to type now. My brain is not working now.
Haha. Lame. Kay bye (:

2010-01-27T22:57:00.017+08:00

Blogger is such an ass today. -_________-'
I want to upload pictures that were captured yesterday.
But since blogger sucks today, i cant do so.
I'll upload when blogger is back as normal.
You guys just bare with my blog as it look so plain. Sorry.
Yesterday i went home straight, slept then woke up in the morning.
Hmm. Tired, thats why (:
Basically, today we have motivational camp with some trainers from Adam Khoo.
Our trainers name are Amin and Benjamin.
We had fun. And the motivational camp was greaaaaaat.
Or should i say it was awessssooome? Haha.
Everything that they share was great, funny and hilarious.
I guess everyone enjoyed the talk. The talk end at 5.30pm.
Get out of school , went to minimart outside my school then saw fyan and yan.
I was like, eh yaan! haha. Its been 2 month plus since i last saw him.
Chit-chat then walked to busstop and bus-ed to Yishun Interchange.
Kyrul, Darren, Yan and Kyrie stop somewhere near Yishun JC. After that Sabrina.
Left Nas, Sha, Fyan and Me. Nas and sha went off. So i took bus 856 with fyan.
Skip~
We'll be having this camp till friday. Hehe. Im wearing Ben&Jerry's shirt now. [random]
So called my 'uniform' last time. I miss working at Ben&Jerry's. Serious shit maan!
I have 1 pint of Chocolate Macademia icecream and im gonna eat it soon.
Weeee~ Yummy! Hahaha.
My mee goreng is waiting for me. Its calling my name again and again.
Haha. Lame right? I know! Kay, shut up:D

2010-01-25T23:30:00.003+08:00

Hello Readers. At last, i went to school today. Very tiring -.-' I slept awhile during English test. Tomorrow, have a math's test. Tsk, I don't think i can do it as I've already miss out a lot. Yes, a lot. Hmm. I've got nothing to say cause im veryveryvery tired.
Okay bye!

2010-01-24T22:09:00.003+08:00

Yesterday went to a Resort in Malaysia.One night stay cause my mum made a last minute plan. Tsk. Wouldn't it be great if mum plan it on Friday so we would have 3 days 2 night stay there.
Grandparents and my aunt's family tagged along. So a total of 3 family. We have fun even though its only a 1 night stay. So yeah, enjoyed it. Too bad, we didn't bring along our camera so we captured some pictures using phone camera. Just so you know that digital camera is way better then phone camera. Tsk. The quality is different right? Hmm. I'm pissed off cause there this number who text me and said ' Ley kenal2' Sungguh merepek. The other day, i also received a text message he said the same thing. But the person knows my name. How weird is that? Stupid dumb- ass people do stupid things. Whoever you are, please eh. You guys better stop it. Whether its for real or prank. I don't entertain such a ass like you guys. So, get a life. Tomorrow is Monday and I'm going to school. Bye bye readers (:

2010-01-22T14:51:00.004+08:00

Second post for today. I read some of my friends [ RSJ] blog and they post about me.

To AZIERA : Please come to school. Dont waste your life like that. Jangan jady pemalas. Kao dah dpt naeq sec 4 then kao taq naq dtg skola. Taq bagos tao. Teachers are asking for you. We are worried for you , you know. Dah banyak subject kao miss out tao. Kao lambat pon , kao dtg jerq. Atleast kao dtg skola blajar tok kao nyer N-level. Hmmmm. DATANG SKOLA !! Hehehe (:

- shahirah

To Aziera : Wei kau gi sekolah tau! Nnti Mdm Farida bising kat Ky lagy. Tsk. Think about your future. Everyone cares about you and you are not alone. Your schoolmates and teachers are worried about you! Coursework is starting! So start coming to school! Thats all I have to say cause I am in a hurry. Tsk! Make sure you start pulling up your socks!

-fyan

To my DEAR AHZEERA ,pls attend school next week..
AND regularly !
cikgu caryk aku oi!!
hmm..mdm faridah ,cikgu salleh ,mr goh ,ms teo ,mr foo ...
SUME TNYE KU OI ..
dtg la..jgn la mcm gini ..tk baek tau ..
ape nie??dh naek sec4 bey tk dtg ..at least register 'N' dulu lah ..
abey ,abey ,abey cmne nie ??
dtg tau ..
-Ky

And and and, to Ahzeerah, datang skola bongok !

-Qiela (Lalat)

My classmate too,through facebook.

Hamkha- Kotek.. Tkgi skola kape?

Aidil- tahh..cikgu nk p umah makcik kau...carik kau...p ahh skolah..!

Haziq-kau tk tahu dtg skola ke....tahun nie N-LEVEL...

me--yelaaah.sok ku dtg. haha.

Rusydi- ah yer sok kau dtg .. Kalau tak batang hidong kau tak timbol amcm ??

Yes, i know that im wrong. I've been such a lazy pig nowadays. Idk why. But , school just sucks.
Seriously. Who's gonna talk to me during recess time? Who's gonna walk with me to the Biology's lab? Who's gonna queue with me? Who's gonna make me laugh out loud?

Who's gonna do all that? Fcuk.
Friends, i know that all of you are worried but hmm.. i'll try to go to school regularly.

Unfortunalety, i paitao them. Its not because im lazy but i overslept. I've called Mdm Faridah.

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

Damn, i really miss him ):

him = somewan.

2010-01-22T02:19:00.004+08:00

Hmm. Idk where to start. Err, so yesterday morning ky texted and told me that mdm faridah was trying to contact me but she cant get through. I know she's worried cause i've been absent from school since last week.My classmates chat with me through Fb and i think they're worried bout me too. Aww~ And this mother*toot*, told my teacher that he chat w me in fb all. Kpo siaa -________-' Uh, nvm. I read fyan's blog a while ago and i understand how he felt as im going through the same situation as him. Mine is more worst. Haish. I dont even have a chance to slack with RSJ. And fyan expect 'Full House' on 28/01/10. Haish. Idk whether i could make it or not. Tsk. I really hope i can make it on that day. Aim, im not gonna think bout you anymore.

Aku dah mls nk fikirkan psl org lain lagi. Today im going to school. Hmmmm.

Someone wanna meet me today. Haa. Happpyyyyyy~

Okaaay bye.

2010-01-21T02:02:00.003+08:00

Behind those smile..

I shouldnt be so happy when i receive a message from you. Hmmmm.
Im sad now. The reason why is because i chat w smurf a while ago and ...........
Lazy to elaborate. Haish. Im sad, sad when im thinking of the past.
Thinking of how happy i am and how much fun i had with RSJ and also my ex bestie, Chacha.
Sumpah, i miss all those days. I feel like crying now. Haish.
Andd smurf, majok cause i tak post psl you? Haa. Majok laah. Im not in the mood man.
' i know, i suck. '
Oh yaa, i hate school. Mama, can i quit ? Hmm.
Kay bye.

2010-01-20T03:39:00.003+08:00

Arrggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
I cant sleep. Stupid panda eyes -.-
I have to wake up for school at 4.30am and yet i havent sleep. Tsk.
blablablablablablabla. Im chatting w smurf now.
Im pissed of w a guyy name hasif? if im not wrong. Msn name was Mr chiller.
NBCB! prangai mepek siaa. Somemore wanna force me. Siaalan!
I cant lie to myself. The fact is i still love ***.
Haaaaaaaish, he wanna meet me but in the morning. Gile per?
Haha, nvm, next time. Sumpah , imisshim! 4am im going to bed. 30 minutes rest?
Ya allah, aku cnfrm tak gi skola gini mcm. Hmm.
Byebye

2010-01-20T00:08:00.004+08:00

Hellooooos!

Look up, Seriously i miss wan. Idk why but suddenly imisshim. Tsk.
And ohh, yesterday he text me , err. empty message? Haha. Stupid~
Im happy for no reason. Crazy right? I know.
Okaay, have been absent from school for 4 days. Haish. Thursday and Friday i overslept.
While Monday and Tuesday, im lazy to go to school.
My form teacher, mdm faridah called me yesterday and i didnt answer her call.
Im sure that shes gonna ask why im not in school for 4 days. Hmm. Im a stupid-useless person. Really. Lemme repeat, im a stupid-useless person.
I hate myself at times. Andand, im bored w my life. Sometime i just wish that i could end up my life. Haish. I know that im no longer important to my friends. I knew it. Nvm, atleast i have my family who accept me for who i am. No matter how bad i am. I used to say that friends comes first followed by family but not anymore. I love my friends but family should come first right?
I love my family more, especially MUM.
Currently, im texting wan. Okay sumpah, aku happy! Weeeee~
Im not lying.

-End-

2010-01-18T01:52:00.003+08:00

Hellooo.
Look, its already 1.56 am and im here blogging. Hmm, im finding some floral picture for my art.
Stupid me, did everything last minute. Chat w marcus earlier on. Haa, long time didnt chat with him. He's sweeeet yknow? Haha. And i cant stop smiling when im chatting with him (:
Blablablablablablah~ Err, fyan's pm was ' sial lah, muntah darah lagi!' Haish. I wanna ask why but then he went offline. Tsk. Hmm, Fyan, i hope you'll recover from whatever sickness that you're suffering right now. And those family problem of yours. Dont be stress. Stay strong aite?
Hmm. Seriously i miss aim! Where are you? No text message and calls from you. I miss you la dey. Anddd, guess whaat? Suddenly i miss WAN after i look at his picture. Haaaishhhh~
-End-

2010-01-17T08:58:00.002+08:00

Boo!
I havent sleep from yesterday. Arghh. i guess im sleepy right now. Chatted and played game with Kakai Elmo in msn was fun. Haha. Funny laarh. Dye gi mandi then leave me alone. I finish the puzzle by myself. Hmm. Kay da bye. I'll post again soon (:

Dearest Luna, Happy Belated Birthday Ahdek (:
May you fulfill your desires. Takecare Prettyhead ! ;)

2010-01-16T20:20:00.003+08:00

fyan's post

Feeling Guilty!

Hey! I am seriously want to crying right now. Some how feeling vey guilty to someone. Like IDK why. I seriously can't explain this feeling. Just red this person's blog and I broke down in tears. Guilty! Guilty! I just can't think straight right now and my whole body is shaking. Well all I can say is nothing have change but its that you're left out, when you're not with us for more than a month plus many things had happened. Well no one is at fault and is all fate for you and for us to overcome it ourselves. Well seriously I am crying. Bye!

Tears are words the heart can’t express

---------------------------------------------------------------

ky's post.

to Aziera ,i've always wanted you to come to school..

at least i can share my problems with u .like before .

since your attendance is irregular ,i have difficulties in sharing ..

but dont get it wrong ,i still have my love for RSJ !!

---------------------------------------------------------------

I decided to have a second post today after i read fyan's blog.
Seriously im crying right now. He didnt say my name but i know he's referring to me.
Now, im the one who is feeling guilty. Haish. My intention of posting my previous post was to express my feeling in this blog not to make him feel guilty or make him cry. Fyan, if you happen to read my blog, i just want to tell you that im sorry. Seriously i've got no intention to make anyone feels guilty. Once again, im sorry.
Next was ky, hmm. What more can i say? Sumpah, im speechless.
Daah bye.

2010-01-16T17:03:00.003+08:00

hello readers ^.^

Hmmmm. Lately i've been feeling lonely. Idk why. In school, during recess time i felt so weird when im with RSJ. I felt uncomfortable with them. Somehow, i try to act as normal.
Hais. Im not that close to some of them like before. Everything change when im away from them. Is it my fault for being M.I.A? Mmm. Im M.I.A for reason. They know what's the reason. Seriously, i miss those days when we have fun together. Those lame jokes, those laugh, those smile and etc. Sometime i just wish that a miracle could happen and i can get back to the past. But i rather move on in life. This is what fated for me and i have to go through it all. Im not that close to Fyan and Ky. Fyan, the one who gave me advices, cheer me up when im down and he's always there for me when i need him. Ky, the one who would always make me laugh with his lame jokes. Of course, he's a clown. And not to forget cha, my ex bestfriend. Okayy, i dont wish to express my feeling about her. It makes me wanna cry. Skipskip. Hmmmmm. Oh ya. Sometimes i feel like im giving up in studies as in i wanna quit school. But i guess that's silly. If i were to quit school, what will happen to me in future? This year im taking N level, its sucha waste if i quit. And im veryveryvery sure that my parents will be dissapointed with me. I dont want to dissapoint them. Hmm, i guess that's it for today. Bye.

2010-01-15T17:31:00.002+08:00

Boooo!
Hmm. Later i'll be slacking at yishun. Its been 1 month plus i didnt slack with RSJ. Miss those days. I've met most of them in school. Haiyaa. Except for fyan and yan. Aduuhh~ Rindu same fyan. Si wak satay. Haha! Chat with him awhile just to ask him whether he's going to slack or not. But he said he wont cause he cant go out. Sedih seyy~ Tsk. Err, ignore my previous post kay?
Haish. Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. Kay la, i'll post soon. Byebye (:

2010-01-14T00:45:00.003+08:00

heyhihello (:

Sorry for not updating this blog. Ive got no time to post. Sorry.
I'll not leave this blog dead. So many things happened and i didnt get to post about it. Tsk.
Hmm, yesterday kann.. haiya. idk how to start uhh. Err.. kaay, ble dah smpai marsiling, my sis told me smthing bout cousin, yuyul. Kimak, sumpah mepek saak kau! Sdare pey barang pon nak curik ke? haiyoo. Nak pkai , aku dah pnjamkn bey tanak kasi balek. Alasan, tatawu patne. Besaa pey mepek. Org cm gini pon ader eh? Kwn kau pey barang kau nk burn tuh kau pey psl uh. Ni barang sdare sndrik pon kau nk curik. -__________-' Susa uh org cm gini. Org kesiankan dye, dye pijak kpale org. Prangai da seakan nan prangai bapaknyer. HAHA! Siaak, kay daa. Otp w aim just now. conversation with him was err, okayokay jek laah. tak gerek sngt cm slalunyer. I've dyed my hair black. Ugly~ And pat skola im sungguh kental, da mcm bdk sec 1 siaak. I miss my old hair. I hate my hair now. Colour black mama oi! Kay laa, post again soon. Anw, thanks for updating eh nana. Byebye (:

2010-01-10T17:26:00.001+08:00

hello(:
nana disiniey.i`m here to post fr this LAZYBUMP!
haha.she`s at malaysia & she ask me to update.
so ape lagi,update kn uhrc(: i`m veryvery happy ay to get news frm her.
i`m here just nort to keep her blog dead which is already(:
so yea. i`m bored lurhc. haish.
i miss this MINAHREP tahu. my brother`s scandal.
padahal cousin sendiri~ haish. i lovelove her jgak eyh.
manymany(: so da uhrc.
byebye. i free i post again ay fr this girl,ahzeera.

2009-12-28T14:49:00.007+08:00

Pics are taken at Kota Tinggi Waterfall.

Let the pics do the talking yeaah? Bile da smpai kota tinggi tuh, terimbas kembali kenangan lalu. Haha. Teringat time Sec 3 Camp. Haiyaa. Miss my classmate. And, i miss Rsj. Update soon. Byebye(:

2009-12-28T01:42:00.003+08:00

heyyhihello(:

Sorry for not updating this blog. Been busy. Going out w family and all.

Went to Kota Tinggi on the 26 december. Had fun, serious :D i'll upload pics soon. Just wait kaay? haa. Im so pissed off w a boy. Fcuk you uhh! Siaal laa, no one ever call me a heartbreaker and there he is saying that im a heartbreaker. Heyy! you dont even know me well. So, i dont even care what you wanna say bout me. People that have known me longer knows me well, unlike you. Fcuk lar! Kimak, sumpah aku pissed off nan kau uh. And please eh dont even bother to text me and say you're sorry and all.

I DONT CARE AND I DONT EVEN NEED AN APOLOGISE

from you. Bare that in mind! Err, you miss me badly eh? ahaha. Simpan kau pey sentence ehh. Why do you bother texting someone who you called 'irritating bastard', 'heartbreaker', 'prangai mepek' ni sume. Bodoh siaa! Waste prepaid kau jer eh boy. Im so harsh here but hey, everyone that is mad will surely post like me right? Haa i guess its enough. kalau ikotkan hati, mmg nak post lagi panjang and lagi kurang ajar tapi i wont waste my time to post bout him. Skipskip, Aim texted me just now when im in Malaysia. Haa, didnt expect you to say that sey. Serious. Let's just be friends. Im sorry. I da malas nak ader mataey. Andand kte daah terlalu rapat, i dont want this friendship of ours to end up hating each other. I know you understand what im trying to say. Im texting him noww. Hmm, havent text reno yet. Haha. Kejap agik ehh no (: Petang i'll post lagi.

Ohyaaa! my eyebag is getting worse. Tsk, tak sukenyer! Haissh. Panda eye -.-

Kaybyebye(:

2009-12-23T20:20:00.003+08:00

Helloo People (:

I'll post bout yesterday. Hee. Met bby then slackslack.

Yaya kecoh uhh, almost jatoh pat busstop. Kekek uh. Yaya, yaya. Hahaa. Had a conflict w bby. Tsk. Tak suke siaa! Daah, i dont want to elaborate it here. After i met him, went to Jb w family. Went to pandan there. Time nak beli mkn saw, chico and chirul w their family. Haha. Buat bodoh jek then my parents wanna buy cd. Pilih cd pon lame. Then nga bbl skali terpandang pat chico. Haha, he smiled. Senyuman dye pey manis. HAHAHA. Very sweet, tak tipu. Then mum pusing pat dye and said 'tak salah per minat' then he smile. Haa, my mum cm phm jek, padahal she dont know chico tuh sape. Kecoh~ Then he stand behind me, tngok2 cd w a small kid. Pastuh he asked that budak kecik yg dye tngah dokong tuh 'lawa tak rambot dye?' pointing to my hair. Idk bout this but my sister told me. Haha. But there's this part yg very memalukan. Yg lepas he senyum at me, i smile back then i say 'seyuman dye manisnye. melt siaa aku' haha. Tak prasan plak yg he's standing behind me. Malunyee aku. Harap dye tak denga. Hees~ Then end. Cheyy, taklaah. Haha. Malas to type already. Hee, got to go. Byebye readers (:

2009-12-21T21:00:00.003+08:00

Hellohello.

Sorry didnt update for 2 days. Lazy uhk. Haa. So, on sunday,19 December, reach sgp around 12 plus. Then slack w Berq, Reno, Yaya and Alep. Haha. Maen card, asap, talk craps and all. Kecoh. The part when kampao datang tuh kekek. Serious! Reno bbl konek siaaak. Haa. Thought we only lepak skali ton smpai tengahari, 12 plus liddat. Smpai ruma, lek jap then tido. Dapat tido 1 jam lebey jek. Cause kol 2 kene bngon. Kenek jadi bridal model for my aunt's portfolio. Grrr. Nak senyum pey cramp muke. Hahaa. Malu buduhh~ haha. Then dabes, siap2 meet bby, lepak. Bby and his friend. Lupe name dye sape . Haa. Dah lepak2 bby's friend alek, kte gi tmpat sri, man's girlfriend plaak. Lepak saner. And i hate the part when kte otw gi sane. I hatee bby's attitude. Serious. Kay daa i dont wish to elaborate here. Kte dah okay lagipon. Haa. Lepak2 until 2 lebih, kte lepak pat blk 206 at Marsiling. Haha. Kecooh uhh. Yaya balek then pastuh man plak balek. Tggl reno, yan, bby and me. Sume daah nantok. Then Reno alek, i woke yan up uhh. Bey tdo atas meja. Haa. Dabes asap tros balek cause yan takot nak naek lift. Cb! Menyebok jer. Law taak can spent more time w bby ): Stupid yan!

Kay bye.

Psst.. iloveyouandimissyoubby.

2009-12-18T04:03:00.003+08:00

HeyHiHelloo (:

I've change my skin cause im bored and got nothing to do.

Haha. Im hungry. Grrrrr~ Text-ing bby now but i reply his message late. Sorry b!

Hmm. Im sorry cause i didnt tell you earlier . Sorry taw b. My fault. Hais.

Bby said that he will change for his family. Good for you dear(:

Err, today maybe im going to Causewaypoint w cousins and Tnet member? But mum ask me to help her out at her stall. Aduuh. Confuse nyer. See how laar eh. Sumpaah, i miss rsj )':

Imissyousomuchbby. And oh, iloveyoubbyboncet.

2009-12-17T14:59:00.003+08:00

I Miss All Of Them. Serious. Darren's pic not up there. Sorry.

I miss those days when we had fun. I miss those days when they cheer me up when im down. I miss those days we laugh together. I miss Fyan, Kyrul, Fiz, Sha, Kyrie, Qiela, Nas, Aim, Darren, Fiq, Yan. I miss Rsj.

I miss each and everyone ));

2009-12-16T16:09:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, I wanted to help mama at her stall but end up i didnt help out. Instead, after cutting few veggie, i slept in the car. Haha. Tired and sleepy cause i didnt sleep the whole day as i slack at Montreal Green w Hafiz, Yaya, Faizal, Reno, Harrie, Ayie, An, Man, Sri, Eqa, Wani And Yan. Haha, Kecohh uhh slack w them. Today, i've got nothing to do so i'll rot at home. Yaya, Last long w Faizal. Err, i hope that qiela will get well soon. Sorry tak visit ):

After meeting bby, went home and zzzzzzz` Mama wake me up at 1.30pm liddat -___-' Cause we're going for jemputan at Jb. Haiyaa. Dapat tido kejap jer. Tsk. Penat oi. Haha, then da lepas jemputan tuh, idk we go where. Sdare pey kampung or what uh. Haha, that part funny uh. Cik acit tanak kua kete cause ader manyk dog. Haa, sume dog tuh friendly oi. Then we took picture. Bnyk jugak but i didnt upload all. Hee, Datuhh went to Pandan. Cuci kete then kte gi makan. Errgh, paiseyy oi. Ngah pkai kebaya tuh gi makan pat pandan. Haiyaa. Nasib pat Jb. I eat Cheese Chicken Chop. Hmm. Yumyum !

Lawa ak ? Haha, Bby did this (:

Eeeeeeee~Ugly+Masai+Burok.

Pictures taken on the 12 dec. Meet bby around 7+ i guess. Fetch bby pat Smbwg Mrt then proceed to idk what blk uh :D Lepak there w bakri, yan, man, wanie, harrie, reno, an and shah. Bby dudok bey diaam jek. Terkencet kankankan? Haha. Then we proceed to Sembawang Park w/o Man. Smpai sane idk whats wrong w bby. Dye diaam jek. Kate boring. Bey bby ajak jlnjln :D B, sakit bodo kau cubit ! Haiyaa. But nvm, atleast mine tkder tande or bekas. Yours ader, padaaaan mukee :P In the morning, the rest wanna go home. Bby dont want so i accompanied him until 11+. Haiyaya, Imissbby); Muke masai giler siaa when lepak w bby. Tak pena semasai ni bler meet boyfriend yknow? Haha, bby kept on calling me panda eye O.O Daah diaam! Hee. Oh yaaa. Seeee, i never put your masai pic taww b! Baik kan? I knowww :D

Byebye.Takecare (:

Oh, ILOVEMYBBYBONCET.